Precious-secret

2010-01-12T17:13:00.000-08:00

It has been a long long time since I've blogged. Straight to the point...Gotta do some goal setting for the yr!
1.Get God back into my life
2. To save back the money...
3. To lose some weight
4. To make ah boy and myself happy
5. To able to learn to ride a bicycle (quite difficult i think)
6. To get enough sleep
7. To plan for my future (It seems so bleak =(

Ok..don't know what to blog right now...

2009-12-17T06:31:00.000-08:00

Pathetic...
Felt lonely these few days =(
Thinking alot..wondering...its not tat kinda feelings I wanted!!

Drownng in my own t....

2009-09-18T01:53:00.000-07:00

Today..rainy...walked like a wandering soul after work!! Called ah boy but it seems i had made really upset with me!! was on the phone less than a few secs...I missed him so much!! Didn't dare to call him after tat though I want to...
Didn't eat for the past 2 days...only had a cup of milo each day to last me the whole day which i don noe how...
Reached home...suddenly I felt lonely...guess the weather made it worse...felt like crying but reminded myself not to cos ah boy had told me not to be emo!! Tried hard but didn't succeed!! =(
Was pissed that sister A tried to sabotage me to another ward...the most hated ward I didn't even wish to go!!Haiz...

2009-08-20T16:03:00.000-07:00

Back to work after 10 days of leave...didn't do much during my leave!! Was kinda bored..hehe
Alrite,was in super low spirit these few days...first day back to work was left with alot of 'shit' to clear...making me much more busier than was needed to!! Had a fight with a patient,was trying to hold him yet he beat me!! Haiz Haiz
2nd day was worse...was scolded by drs right in front of so many ppl and that was not the fault of mine....haiz NVM took it in my stride somehow!! Couldn't help but tears did fall and went back home and cried myself to sleep!! Didn't msg or call ah boy much...anyway he's busy with his upcoming exams!! Read the email from workplace and found out that 'bro' still had that awful feeling in him and still couldn't forgive somehow!! Helpless--don't know how to make him feel better!! Couldn't really slp the whole night...feeling pain in the body...and I'm off to waste time at training... plus I hate the timing--9 to 5!!

2009-08-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

Oh yes...after 5 months of work Finally Finally Finally I'm on LEAVE!! Yippie!! 10 days straight!!heehee^^

Hmm..miss ah boy so much...didn't see him for a week!! HE fall terribly sick and I felt bad unable to acc him!!! Get well soon ok ah boy and stay healthy!! Was worried when you didn't ans the phone..thought u fainted!! Got something to cheer him up!!^^

My legs hurt...did 3 dressing today...each patient spending half and hour to an hour standing doing the job!!But the Time simply passed very slow!! waited very long for time to end work!!

Today was pissed with HY -.- Bickered with him and he made me fall in front of so many ppl...so irritating and embarrassed!! Nearly in tears and there val was making funny faces though he didn't know what happened!! Had a lousy day today...But I found out alot of colleagues were very concern..haha everyone starts to ask me wat happened when I sit quietly at the counter!!

2009-08-03T19:11:00.000-07:00

1st aug...Nurses' day...met up with ah boy before going to work!! He surprised me a gift..haha Sooo happy...finally did what I want!! ^^ Went to kovan to eat and he treated me to ICE-CREAM...yummy!! Afterwhich he send me to work!! Though just a short 1 hr plus tgt...its a blissful moment for me...have been smiling whole day and looking at the gift he gaven me..opps!!

Back to work..received my nurse's day gifts..its a lunch box with a bag that can warmth the food..a 2 GB thumdrive and a rubber stretcher for exercise...at first was wondering wat's that for and kal was telling me its a toniquet tat I can cut into the size I want and I naively believe...so dumb of me...realised its for exercising when I reach home!!

These 3 days have been runnung abt looking for pt...have been tired out by the hide and seek game!! One patient like this is enough..luckily he is going home!!
Another old patient simply is so cute...keep calling "miss ar...pls help me..pls help me", "Today I was too rush and I forgot to bring $$...I wanna see ur manager abt the bill...so how much is the bill??"....so funny!!
Hmm...boss recently have been talking to us abt taking good care of parents and marriage at what age and how to maintain good relationship with your partner and how to be thrifty...blah blah blah...not bad at all...its rare to have a boss like tat unlike tat old woman who scold for minor things and HL-ING abt herself and looking down on ppl even though she always denies it!! boss now is like another father to us though he sometimes acts eccentric...ahhaa Fav phrase of his:Treat all pts like ur father...care for them like u would do to ur own father...He likes to remind us abt finding a man with 2Rs...hehe

HAIZ...don't know what happened to my phone...simply saddened...my beloved photos are lost!! =( Don't know why my heart felt ache...Today...took a day of AL,planning to meet ah boy but decide not to...he's studying for test..so jia you jia you ah boy!!^^
Wat should I do neh?? hmm...I SIMPLY DON'T KNOW!! haha
3 more days!! 3 more days!!

2009-07-25T03:32:00.000-07:00

Don't know wat to blog though...hmm haven really been working in the ward for a few days..have been attending training...oh my headache...always have test at the end!! But its interesting cos it helps me increase my knowledge and skills...haha Aww...going for another training again..this time is some 'professional image'..waste of time!!

Have been doing some calculations...hmm had increment recently but it seems no diff cos need to start repay my sis for the poly study loan!! Hope I can faster repay back!! Seems like alot of things to pay...bills bills bills..aiyo!! No worries no worries...still got $$ to spend!! hehe

Today our boss said something that stirred some feelings from my heart!! During our mini meeting,he was sharing hw hard his life was when he is young. His father had passed away when he is in sec sch and hw before that he needs to carry him home from hospital to take cab as at tat time he don have $$ to book an ambulance and hw he worked so hard to support himself and his family. He said..being parents are not easy..must always love ut parents and take good care of them as they also work so hard to raise us up... Yes I agree,at that moment I was thinking about my parents...they have worked hard and way too hard!! Time to repay them!! By being filial!!
God Have been very kind and blessed us in many small and big ways..my sisters have good marriage, good and sensible handsome,pretty children and me have a good job and the only worry now is my youngest sis... haiz
Most of the time,be content with whatever we have is a form of great happiness...no sumptuous food,expensive clothing,fancy bags..just simple fare with family/friends...love from everyone,a good stable job and happy marriage is just so bliss!!Most important is to have a good and healthy life!! ok...Its just some random thoughts!! haha Don't know what I'm blogging also!! too random

Small gestures and littles things that are being done to me..I deeply appreciate and moved!! ^_^
Can't wait for my AL Al AL to come!!

Emo shout out

2009-07-20T15:10:00.000-07:00

Finally finished my night duty...was super duper tired!! Wasn't like this before guess bcos I was super free...all patients have been very kind to me!! sleep throughout the nights!! Sleeping day...took piriton and slept whole day!! Ah boy said he was worried cos I didn't msg him..heehee
Was wide awake in wee hours of the day!! Slept too much..ha but at least have enough sleep!!

Hmm...was sadden ah boy told me he lost it again =(
Meant to be or not meant to be???
Stop it eliz!! stop it!! no emo-ing!!

Going on training course again!! wonder is there any test?? Nvm...will get through it!!
Can't wait Can't wait...AL coming!!

Yeah!! Get to see ah boy dear today...going to watch movie^_^ Ice-Age 3

2009-06-13T03:15:00.000-07:00

2 more nights to go....yawns yawns!! Received news that we got bonus for this coming june...yeah!!

Thk God...even with the recent recession we still have bonus to take!! Thk You for the blessing!!
Haiz...6 more days...6 more days (19/6)!!! Looking forward to tat day!! A date out with ah boy!! ^_^

2009-06-12T01:13:00.000-07:00

Started my nite duty and the first thing I know..I couldn't take it!! Simply too sleepy but lucky thing is that its still a peaceful nite for me except I hate the wee hours of 1a.m-3a.m!! Y can't the uncles just sleep and stop calling!! Only disturb the rest...especially this uncle who every half hour call to pass motion and urine when he simply doesn't have anything to pass...helping him get up had caused my body to ache...y??he simply bullying me when he can move and just simply wants me to pull him up!! haiz...gonna have nightmare for the next 3 nites with him in the ward,with another uncle who simply loves to call jus for a SIP of water!! aiyo!!!!
Didn't manage to study though...DIE!! gonna buck up le!! Forgot to stock up my red bull!! Yawn Yawn Yawn!!

3 more nites and exams to go....hw to adjust back to my routine sleep time??haiz
Missing missing DDSB!! ^_^

2009-06-05T18:00:00.000-07:00

Couldn't sleep well last night...feeling slightly unwell!! Felt so so uncomfortable and hot!! Sigh...

2009-05-28T18:10:00.000-07:00

Don't knw why...suddenly was wondering my future holds..it just seems so bleak!! Getting in age..tends to think alot more!! Felt insecurity and fear towards it...Don't feel good abt it!! Guess that's part and parcel of growing up...

2009-05-27T18:32:00.000-07:00

Today's my off day...did some hsework before going out to the library to do some studying for my exams...sat there for 2hrs plus...only part of the infor went in!! Met an inconsiderate and rude couple...simply sat beside me and the big sized guy started to fall aslp...that's ok..but he SNORED loudly for a good 15mins...simply so irritating plus the gf of his didn't even bothered to wake him up and lagi best sleep tgt!! *Faint*
Met up with ah boy for a movie date..watch 'Night at the museum 2' hehe was a nice movie...had a good laugh!! but the first one was nicer..think gonna watch it on sun!! yeah!! After which went to eat at pizza hut!! Had a good time eating there...heehee!!

Gonna be real busy this few days...gonna work so many afternoon shifts!! Sorry if I can't meet up!! Haiz..S'pore's 1st H1N1 case...and ppl had been chiding me at home,face to face,on facebook to be very careful and Quit Quit Quit...simply don't know how to ans!!
I know everyone is very concern and worried abt me!! But don't worry ok..I'll take very good care of myself and the necessary precautions!! I also won't wanna cause uneccessary inconveience to all my family & friends to spread all bacteria to them!!

Guess the hospital is gonna start back wearing of mask!! Haiz...itchy itchy sweaty sweaty face!!

Alrite..I'll stop here..WITH LOTS OF LOVE!! ^_^

2009-05-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

Its 1a.m right now and I have not been able to get back to sleep after the nap I've taken..Lying on my bed since 1040p.m with eyes wide open and thinking alot of things.
Last 2 days have been quite eventful with 2 pts shouting vulgarities--one in each room!! This ah pek have been scolding us nearly the whole shift and trying to grab us!! Sudden deterioration, putting him on mask and he have been struggling to take it off. Guess he knew that his time is up anytime,have been shouting for me and finally told me he wanted to give his money fo us to keep...and that made him feel secured after the collection. This night itself,slept for 3hrs plus and had uneasy feelings and kept thinking abt this ah pek,haiz who knows,early morning went to work he had passed on...feels sad =( Even his death had come up with problems...out of no where popped out a brother of his when at first was declared a destitute..haiz
God has been kind to me...I was supposed to be the i/c of my own room and by right I'll be the one settling this complicated stuff...somehow,2 days ago the assignment was being change and I'm the i/c of opposite room...never had I guessed it will happened!! I thank God for that and instead I was given a much smaller problem even though it irritates me at first!! Have been doing some long distance running like 8 times--I was simply,literately running man...all bcos of the docs and the A&E staff who refused to ans the call!! Was kena scolding for nth!!

Right now I'm hating this feelings I'm having!Burdens to many to bear,Feelings too overwhelmed to reveal!! Needing a crying shoulder to lean on and understanding heart to empathize!! Sometimes I'm just wondering I'm just 23...why do i have to go through what others 23yrs old don't have to??what a bother...Just feeling emo!!

Thinking too much on the things to think about!! I'm tired!! Just some thoughts I'm having right now...will be fine!! Taking things in my stride...It will all disappear...shall slp now...its 2.35a.m!!

2009-05-19T19:16:00.000-07:00

Its has been so long since I updated...suddenly don't know what to blog and hw to blog!! OPPS!!
Do I have to back date?? That will be alot of things...hmm let me recall recall...gonna start with my Birthday!!

17/4/09...Its my birthday...guess wat?? Working night duty and had to go out early with ah boy to celebrate my birthday!! Went to bugis and had a simple yet memorable birthday!! Received my long awaited and begged for present!! A drawing from ah boy!! ^_^ Felt so so happy and blissed!!hee Back to work at night..haiz...luckily was a peaceful night!!

21/4/09...wasn't a good day for me!! Had cried hard and was so embarrassed!! HAd let ah boy seen my uncontrolled emotion!! Was very apologetic to Ping ge too...But was glad ah boy is at my side!!

27/4/09....woke up early and went to sentosa with my colleagues to have some fun!! after which went to citylink to buy present for jolin's birthday!! Had front room gathering @ soeul gardens... its quite ex I find!! I rather had it at someone's hse for the steamboat!! hehe kena sunburnt at the neck area and was super red but no pain!!Was laughed at though!!

2/5/09....Finally the long awaited day had arrived!! Our very own class chalet!! woo hoo!!
Had alot of fun and had a 'Do you know me well??' session by playing the game 'imaginiff'...really having fun but only the first round!! lol!! Went to jolin's party too...so many ppl!! Glad tat she had fun on her 21st!! So Glad that the chalet is successful and all thanks to ming wei for this time tat his mum had prepared all the food!! We do save alot!!hehe Took quite a numbers of pics!!heehee Saw a few long time no see friends but few words were exchanged...guess most are unfamiliar with each other!!

Haiz...was kinda broke in the mth of april/may...shared a bought mattress for my parents...for mother's day and early father's day!!was happy tat they slept better..the old 1 really cannot make it!! suddenly had alot of bills to pay and presents to buy!! Can only wait till my next pay!! heehee Thank God for always providing enough for me!! Somehow God will show me $$..hallelujah!!

9/5/09...watched wolverine with ah boy @ marina square!!(*I remembered ok*) We had korean food also!! after tat went to esplanade to sit ard...A simple day out!!

11/5/09...Had a very very eventful evening duty...was asked to take charge of another 2 room as the 2 SN of tat room had taken leave and MC...-.-''' My supposed to take charged rooms was taken over by 2 new staffs..jialat!! So its like I have to take charge of 4rooms= 32 patients *Faints* Ard passing over of duty time...as usual always busy like hell!! # new admissions came at the same time and 2 passed away concurrently!! What is this man...was super duper busy and had stayed till 11p.m then go home!! What A day!! No more PAUs pls!!

18/5/09..received a thick stack of notes from sister Gan...she sending me to do LSCN, a more difficult course than BCLS!! Aiyo...exam exactly 1 month later...hate it!! some more is after night duty!!Yawns...gonna work 4 nights straight!!don't knw can tahan anot!!Gonna have presentation on the 21/5/09...so many things to do!! Was being disturbed bythis cheeky and irritating uncle..kept calling me whenever I'm on duty!! Pissed off with him!! Hope he faster leave the place!!

19/5/09...Met up with ah boy!! Went to bugis and he bought a bag with a 15% discount and 2 sales man were like pimps...trying to psyco to buy the bag!! Lol!! didn't know he's tat popular with guys!! opps!! haha @ 1759hrs...ah boy had promised me something...heehee by oct I'll get to see it!! Don't forget ur promise ok!!

20/5/09...Today woke up early in the morning and don't know why got so much energy...started to wash clothes and the toilet..haha after which continued with my infor collection for my presentation tml... Hope I won't nua cos I still need to study for my exam!! Ah boy is working hard,I also cannot slack away!! Ah boy Must jia you ok!! For ur future...GAMBATEH!! ^^

One Afternoon

2009-02-04T22:12:00.000-08:00

Remembered ONE working Afternoon..my Nurse manager Mr Roger sat with me @ the nurses' station and out of sudden strike a conversation with me and kal...Woman must marry a man with 2 Rs and must not have the 5 Sins...lol Feels like another daddy giving advice!! But it does contain truth...^_^

2009-01-25T04:28:00.000-08:00

Attended Church service ytd and the sermon being preached was still fresh in my mind!! Pastor Lawrence Seow spoke abt how God had showed us sinners mercy by sending His one and Begotten son to earth to die for our sins because He Loved us so. Its by Grace that we are abt to be in church to worship God.
pastor seow relates how as human beings,we are prone to make mistakes in life...sometimes when we do know its really wrong. One good example is when he is in US..he drove the car with the help of the GPS map,with the voice telling you when to turn as u reach ur destination...Obediently,in order to reach the destination we wants,we'll follow the instructions given by this GSP...however,what if we purposely decided to disobey the instruction and turn left instead of right?? The GPS will just shut down and 1 minute later will auto restart with a new roadmap and tell you where to turn and still get to the destination u wants to go..cool isn't it!! God might also use the same kinda method with us...whenever we made a mistake or purposely disobey Him,by Grace he will still forgive us and revert us back to Him using a new route..that is why His GPS stands for GRACE POSITIONING SYSTEM... Always show grace to people as God has showed us for we are His children...
Single to being married and married to being single..find a man that loves God and that love will last...choose carefully was the last lecture for us...so as not to lead to regret...Believe that God is always there for you and prayer is really a powerful thing...accept troubles from God too...praise God even in difficult times...that's faith!! Doesn't mean being a christian there will be no struggle or troubles but to pray and have faith!!

2009-01-19T16:32:00.000-08:00

Went for cell last week and we had a sharing session RE: giving thanks to God!! Peter shared regarding nicole who worked at Gleneargles...They had retrenched 6 ppl out of 8 ppl in the non-medical grp...but take faith and really thankful to God,nicole is one of the 2 who stayed on! If not,its really difficult to find a job!! Right now though the govt had suggested to create new jobs but at the same time its b'cos of the retrenced ppl's job that have been 'created'...-.-'''
Hence,I'm grateful and thankful that God has plan my career path way long before and I'm glad to have a stable job,good colleagues and not so bad nurse manager. Well,right now really short of staffs,with ppl just came in and quit the next month or going back to philippines...haiz Wonder how r we going to cope with it and one incompetent SN is enough to kill us all in all shifts!!
Jason,kal and fai have been discussing whether to leave and go to other hospital...awww of they leave its really sad...they have been the best juniors and colleagues!! Working life might be tough but having really good colleagues with no politics attached is hard to find!!

Right now having my AL plus a off day with PH..not going to work for 8 days!! Seems alot hor, but it will just pass by just lik tat and tata back to work on CNY 2nd day!! Ah boy's birthday is just few days away and I had to prepare out his present in time!! need to get lotas things!!

Yeah finally watched finished Iljimae...its really a nice drama!! The music simply enticing!! hehe Right now,watching this drama 'When its @ night' recommended by wileen...watched a few episode...its hilarious I should say!! ^_^ will continue to catch it!! haha

Received a call late last night...its my nephew Alden...had a funny conversation with him and its too much for a 4 yr old!!

Alden: Ah yi,I wanna tell u abt the robot chicken,its so powerful and strong
Me: oh,so can we cook the chicken and eat??
Alden: No,its too powerful,u cannot eat it
Me: ok! Alden so you wan to come back singapore??
Alden: no,i want to saty in france. But ah yi,you come to France and help me play
the game and kill the robot chicken.
Me: But ah yi no $$ to go France
Alden: Oh I'll ask daddy to give to $$ den u take aeroplane and fly to France to
find me.
Me: why don't you come back to singapore??Then I'll bring you shopping!
Alden: No,I want to stay in France.
Alden: Ah yi, DO YOU LOVE ME? If you love me you fly to France!!

Oh my goodness (*Faints*)...my 4 yr old nephew using this tatic!! hahahaha Isn't he cute!!

2009-01-08T17:12:00.000-08:00

6th Jan,went to ah boy's hse to have lunch!!First time to his hse though we are frens for so many yrs!! Lol...Hmm...he cook maggi mee and manual squeezed orange juice for me...sweet of him!! ^_^ Watched Hancock and bolt on his lap-top while eating self fried fries!! hehe Proceed to take pics on the com itself...
Times up,walked all the way from his hse to bowen bus-stop to meet the rest (Shun ping, joyce,hui qin,soon kiat,xeh bao and chee hoe)we can really walk man!!...Impossible--thought we saw the wrong person from afar...haha our ah ping ge wore WHITE TOP...first time in so many yrs seeing him wore another colour then the usual black!! hehe next received a sms from hq,so cute must make sure her mum wouldn't notice her out of the hse!! heehee
A bus-ride to house of seafood...and there XB meet us there with his bike (bicycle) -.-''' at first say will drive there...watever!! As usual...at the dining table the nonsense starts again and chee hoe have been 'tahan-ing' ut still xb couldn't keep his mouth shut and kept babbling all the way!! Ah boy kept asking him to keep quiet...so funny!! Food came and we sang birthday song to ping ge and oh guess wat?? His face turned red!! ^_^
Finally,the main dish --Crab is here...haiz too bad chee hoe cannot eat and didn't tell us!! Xb did it again...start his nonsense and forcing chee hoe to eat...finally,our ban mian couldn't tahan anymore...scolded xb...tat's so funny!!
The prob of where to go next is back and when everyone agreed to go amk,and xb had parked his bicycle somewhere to follow,we did the meanest thing,which is to go home and he had to walk back to the place where he parked his bicycle..oh my goodness!! Wat frens we are to him!!
Ytd,received a call and saw the caller name-- 'Blink blink' ( NURSE MANAGER OFFICE)...sian got 2 possibility which is 1 ask me go back work the next day or 2 change of shift!! hmm..after answering the call..neither 1 of the above but worse to ask me work on CNY--DA NIAN CHU YI!! aiyo,told him will think abt it and call back--quickly did a prayer and call back--guess wat?? He said no need oredi cos someone else will do it!! Thank God!! ^_^ Seems like front room really no more staff nurse--when He mentioned the names only gt 4 SN!! oh my goodness!!
Went to highlight my hair--chose violet brown colour,not so obvious,in case scare my patients..hehe Under light den will be more visible!! Like it--->.<
Left with ard 1 week plus to do it!! hope will do it well!!

2009-01-05T20:21:00.000-08:00

Its a brand new (NIU) year...wishing all great happiness and in pink of health!! Haven been blogging for so long...hmm have been busy with work for the past few weeks especially bcos of the 'good' schedule...they have given me in straight 2 weeks of PAPA shifts... but at least found time to spend time with ah boy!
Realised have been watching quite a number of movies...First time went to shaw in orchard to watch Chihuahua!!to amk to watch the day the earth stood still!!went to Tiong bahru with wileen to watch Yesman...a movie really worth watching again and again... Its really hilarious!!
Christmas day, went out with the guys to watch Ip man...its a nice movie i should say especially the action part...IMPRESSIVE!! Watched another movie--last movie of the year--Bedime stories...good ending!! ^_^
Hmm...Turbo slow has been getting on our nerves again =x Haiz...don noe wat to do with him!! Plus Our NC wanted to put him on night!! Hope that I won't do night with him man!! Sad that 2 capable staffs are leaving us...front room don't have much staff nurse left and alot of juniors!! Hence, conclude that the i/c responsibilty will be rotated everyday for us!! Sianz
Took a quiz that ah boy created...have been thinking alot!!hmm makes me feel guilty abt it though!! I'm always working and seldom gt time for him...and yet he have been very understanding!! Thk you!!
Yeah!!Finally finished my night duties and thank God for the 3 peaceful nights with no incidents happen...hehe my Last night...DAMN lucky!! On the way home with faizal and suwaiba..'piak' something dropped on my shoulder...thought was a twig from the tree...at the same time fai was lik oooh wat's tat?? Its Bird SHIT!! Oh my goodness!! Wonder is it a good thing anot,luckily was wearing my jacket and somehow when it 'piak' on me,it sort of slip and fell onto faizal who is standing behind me...lol Hmm...was thinking,revenge for birds to humans!! As the idiom goes 'one stone kills two birds'.. whereas nw is the reverse of 'one bird shit kills two humans'?? wahahha Wat a day for my last night!! Nearly missed getting out of the train again!!
Going to off till Sat before I start my PAPA shifts again...going to do spring cleaning, buying of new yr goodies and 'Nuaning' at home, plus meeting ah boy ps:(**must meet ok,if not I'll get guilty)!!
Going to 'ZHI CHA' with them tml cum celebrate Shun ping's birthday!! heehee Can't wait to eat eat eat!! House Of Seafood!! Yum Yum!!

4th dec

2008-12-04T17:28:00.000-08:00

4th Dec...an tiring and yet fun day!! Had my re-certification of BCLS tgt with Shufi (new colleague)...but had to work for 4 hrs in the ward before going to Bestway building @ Tanjong Pagar...wonder why always rain when there's a need to go to the building...haiz!!
Had revision and as usual felt super tired and eyes kept closing...haha but had to keep awake cos the instructor is just right in front of us!! Went for practise session,oh man..started to have running nose and have been sneezing non-stop!! Oh man...tried on one of the manequin and DIED...I can't even blow in air and do the chest compression and body started to feel weak!!
Praying hard...when its my turn for test...woohoo Yeah 1 attempt and I've gt it....but its so tiring!!
Proceed to East Coast Park for Val's cum Christmas party!! Its still drizzling and I have a hard time looking for the bus to Parkway...finally decided to ask the train captain and yes found my way to the busstop!! Bought a cake and 1 box of Henikin...
Hmm...nice time tgt with all my colleagues..first time see almost all of front room ppl get tgt!! Our main lead...VALSKI as usual,got himself dead drunk...tsk tsk tsk!! after which woke up and gave a super silly smile and started to say funny things!! So hilarious!!
Yeah,gift exchange time...I've gt a body-shop shower cream,oh Ka chi gt wat she wanted--a stetascope...while funny thing is the guys mostly gt all the girly stuffs..hehe ^_^

It reminds me of last last yr's outing with usual hangout...haiz wonder when can we have it again! Missed those days!! =(

End of my AL

2008-11-30T18:23:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of my Annual Leave...have been resting for 9 days straight!! Hmm have been eating alot definately!! Oh no...=(
Thurs,annual dinner--buffet @ hotel intercon...food wise not so nice,only the desserts are..hehe Luckily,got the post JCI treat of $35 and we just topped up $5...if not its really not worth eating!Took quite a number of pics with my colleagues and had lots of fun!!^_^ Awaiting the pics to be uploaded!! Oh yes, coincidentally,Karsoon is working there as a trainee chef...he saw me but too bad I didn't manage to see him when he is just right front me!! Oh my goodness!!
Friday,met up with su mei,joyce and yi jun for dinner @ AMK blk 163..its been a long time since we last meet...had lots of update and a good time for this small gathering!! Went to AMK hub to take pics with the disney christmas tree..lol Oh yes we had all agreed not to buy anymore presents for each other but to meet up on birthdays!! YES!!
Sat, woke up @ 0645,getting ready to set off to Tanglin Halt for hse painting...met up with the rest of cell members and off we go!! Its a 3room flat,and its really cramp...all 8 of us simply can't move much! Hmm...after effect of re-painting is...WOW its nice!! haha But the after effect of painting neck and arms aching...lol Plus after reach home,went to jog with my sis...though tired but feels good!! Haven been so relax!!
Sun,back to square 1?? lol went out with hq,joyce,li hong,andy,mingwei,YG,chee hoe for buffet @ novena...though only the 8 of us...we had a good time!! What we realised is that ming wei actually don have the fate with prawns when having steamboat...He always had his prawns jumped out even before He kills it!! lol..so we concluded,due to his cruelty in killing the prawns,the prawn rather jump down to 'commit sucide' first...wahahhaah...Oh joyce I want the pics..pls pls pls!! haha went home ard 12mn , acc chee hoe to watch a soccermatch...haha so funny!! Man-U won!! 1-0
Mon...oh no my nose is itching...ah choo ah choo!! gonna go jogging today,praying tat it won't rain!! Back to work on tues!!

Cooler Heads!!

2008-11-17T18:09:00.000-08:00

Guess everyone in my work place is going to lose their cool and patience anytime sooner including me..all thanks to TURBO SLOW!! Really getting on our nerves and needless to say make our blood boil even just talking to him for a few words!! In short...Blood Sucker!!

Right after all this thoughts,read this in daily bread!!

A man of understanding is of a calm spirit.~~ Proverbs 17:7
As we interact with others,disagreements are inevitable. The discerning believer understands his own heart and takes steps to deal with conflict diplomatically.
'He who has knowledge spares his words'. This means keeping in check a multitude of opinions that could ignite further anger in others. Someone who displays wisedom will think before speaking and will share only insights likely to be helpful.
A mature person exhibits understaning by keeping cool in conflict. Problem solving is ehaned by an even-tempered approach.

Dear God,
Please give a calm spirit whenever I become angry and guide me to say the right words using an even temper. Continue to give me the patience I need and teach me to have loving words when talking to people!! Amen
In anger I have never done a kindly deed or wise,but many things for which I felt I should apologize. The best time to stop an arguement is before it starts!!

WE Are the reason

2008-11-17T05:57:00.001-08:00

We are the reason that He gave up His life!! ~~ John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He sent His One and Beloved Son to suffer and Died for US!! Time to renew Faith!!

2008-11-02T05:55:00.000-08:00

1st nov, I finally gave my consent after much consideration!! =) Praying that God will give His blessings... ...
Thank you for ur patience and effort... ...
Had an eventful day on this day itself, as usual being the i/c... ...with good and competent colleagues...haha Had a pt collapsed suddenly in the next room...went over to help as my room was quite settled!! Its my first time seeing an active resus with CPR done...well I did my part too..getting involved with the commence of compressions...its really no mean feat to do it on a real person...sad thing is that we still lost him..=( But the things to learn is that...team work is really impt,especially helping each other during emergency times. Next thing- its really difficult to break the news of losing a loved one to the family... ...simply don't know how to go abt saying out.
It can be real annoying when u knew the family can't be bothered at all even they knew their loved one is gone and really feel sad for the deceased.
At least I had a little involvement in the resus...simply wouldn't know what to do if it happened to me...
End of the day,had a 'surprise' though didn't manage to see and taste the cakes...I really appreciate and touched!! Thank you for being so sweet!! =)

The after effect of doing CPR?? Body ache...lol ouch! ouch!
Going on night duty again next friday...praying for uneventful & peaceful night!!

Nightmare

2008-10-31T18:35:00.000-07:00

HAd a terrible nightmare... ...which I couldn't remember it all (thank God) leaving me in cold sweat,even though its raining heavily -feeling cold!! Its weird man,I seldom dream or maybe not at all...and nw a nightmare (due to its hallowee ytd??) lol
Anw,the most powerful weapon against this or all kinds of uncomfortable,creepy feelings is just to shout out the name Lord Jesus...its an instant peace and I'm serious!!

Happy All Saints' Day!!

2008-10-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

First of all,like to congratulations to Val for passing his SN exams...woo hoo!! Awaiting for his treat!! haha
Alot of the senior staffs have left and some will be leaving soon...=( That's leaves us the new staffs with more of the newly recruited new staffs...haiz which makes us the seniors who's only 6 months old!! SIX MONTHS OLD...still very juniors (still have alot to learn) have to start guiding the new staffs...stress!! The responsibilities are nw heavier...
Think of it, my frens who in other wards are still learning hw to cope with their max 12 pts, while we still struggling with the 17 pts,on top of that have to start guiding new staffs...nth to say!

Guess I'm ready... ...

2008-10-26T17:54:00.000-07:00

Night duties over...thank God for the 3 nights...oh well my last night,went straight to Er Jie's hse to bathe and zoom...off we go to church!! Yeah,didn't fall asleep during the whole service..heehee Didn't know I can tahan so long...lol after which,straight out to meet Joyce..
Had a good chat and time with her...thank you for being such a dear...^_^ plus acc me to eat the yummy mango dessert...yum yum!! Lots of fun and laughter...ya we should hang out again!! I wanna watch movie...=(
Guess what...couldn't take it anymore,once home and there I am on my bed OKed till this morning...yawns yawns
Supposed to meet the cell frens @ sentosa this morning...ahhh couldn't wake up and having body aches...oh dear!!ouch ouch
A little uncertainty...but God will put me through!! Patience!!

Having alot of little things going on...oh man Birthdays are a headache -.- but buying of presents are hard nuts to crack. =( Nov and Dec...~.~'''

Looking forward for the next outing... ...can we have a little christmas party??=)

No TITLE

2008-10-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

I'm just simpily wasting time to pass and waiting for my night duty to come... ...Sudden feel of emptiness and was wondering what on earth am I doing in my life!!
Waiting my answer and me here..thinking so many things abt it...wondering should I or shouldn't I...Have been praying though but somehow still awaiting for an ans?? Haiz I'm sorry!!!

Couldn't sleep well these few days and I wonder why...felt weak too plus don't feel like doing things at all... ...

Well..guess God will ans my prayer...patience!! He'll always be there and take away my burden!! AMEN AMEN AMEN

Random blog

2008-10-19T02:23:00.000-07:00

What should I update??its been like ages since I've touched my blog...lol

Have been given sucky shifts and working continuously for days...really had me tired out...Oh well,my 'sister' have been kind to give me quite a good roster!! So no complaints for now..wahaha
Recently have been catching up on my long lost hobby which is reading!! heehee Buying books..yeah!!
Life is really fragile...dear all do take good care of yourselves and eat healthily and most importantly cherish and love ur loved ones as long as they live despite all quarrels and misunderstanding...
Oh well,going on night shift again... ... ...yawns yawns
Have been spending alot $$...oh no!! And I am really guilty of not going to church for so long....
Gear God,pls forgive me and lead me back to You and give me the wisedom to make wise decision that is of ur will....Amen!!

Consider??I'll really think abt it seriously!!

2008-08-25T03:13:00.000-07:00

My third night was a disater... ...This patient have been wayanging the whole of shift and making me so so so so IRRITATED... ...nth to say...haiz makes my blood boil!!
Went back home and slept for 6 hrs and was on my way out to St James' Powerstation... ...Had alot of laughter and fun!! The emcee was incredible..damn funny and everyone of us were laughing like mad... ...Have to thk our CEO for crediting us and treat us to St James for the post JCI thing...haha Fun and laughter only lasted for 2 good hrs.
My colleagues and I after tat went to Movida...they ordered hard liquor( I forgot the name)..haha mine was mixed with green tea..taste good...Luckily didn't get drunk!! haha Had a good sleep after tat!! Missed my poly friends alot..can't wait to meet them up!! Miss ya!! ^^

2008-08-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

Ohhh...finally my last night!! yeah...so tired!! My biological clock haven been working well though...waking up jus for few hrs of sleep and couldn't get back to my lala land!! cool... after this night,will be going straight to st james' powerhouse to chill out with all SGH staffs..haha I will be dead beat by then... ...was being forced to go... yawns yawns....
My first night wasn't that smooth,the 2nd night was much worse...the uncles starts to 'WAYANG' in the middle of the night causing me to be more tired than before... Used alot of 'mouth power'...(kept talking to them non-stop)...first time in my life,I have to do so much talking to ONE patient jus to get him back to his bed...faints faints... ...followed by the rest of the uncles who also starts to call and call and call!!
2nd night...aiyo admission was bad enough but with the CMI and MCC HO is terrible...nth to comment here... ...
Nuisances COMES on only at night... ...Only hope my last night will be a good one!! Thank God!!

Tired Tired Tired

2008-07-27T05:59:00.000-07:00

This is the sleep-est day ever since i've work and opps... ... I've left my work undone and haiz went home!! really felt sorry to my colleague!! but luckily its jus only report writing... Yawn Yawn Yawn must really get back my strength and 'WAKE UP'....

2008-07-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

I'm sick and tired of this corrupted, unrealistic, greedy, money minded, nagging, materialistic, unglam, full of hatred, full of complaints, full of debts, betrayals, bias-ness, irritating, dark dark world... ...Can't seems to understand why I'm feeling this way right now... ...

Where on earth is hope?? Miracles?? Compassion?? Contentment?? Appreciation?? Helpfulness?? Prayers?? Love??

Lord,I really need You to help overcome all this weird weird feelings... ...guide me through and let me see what's planned out for me... ...Haven been going church and cell makes me feels spiritually depressed and draining... ...I seriously need to go back to You seek strength,hope and guidance to do things in my everyday life... ...Thank you for showing me what's contentment in life,appreciation to and from people!! =) Thank You for showing money isn't everything but to stored up 'treasures' in heaven but not on earth!! Thank You for providing and I need not worry about tomorrow...

2008-07-11T18:29:00.000-07:00

Off days wasn't really that enjoyable...2 off days and there I was sick at home and coughing non-stop with on/off fever...feeling really terrible. Plus will always feel very tired and kept sleeping on/off...till now throat still swollen and guess its inflamed and me being the stubborn mule just refused to see the doctor...lol have been self medicating with "herbal drinks" and "pi pa gao"...hee well back to work with the stupid coughing,luckily didn't spread to others and no need to wear mask...wahahaha thks for those who show concern and wish me well..heehee Hope I'll really get well soon...the coughing is killing me,making me insomnia....
Next week,JCI is here...yeah I'm not the I/C..for the time being...and I'm able to escape it for 2 days...heehee Thk God!!
I really need entertainment and comedy...don't care!! I need humour humour humour... ... ...To Laugh out Loud!!

2008-07-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

Andy send this email which I find meaningful....after which I complaint soooo much abt my job......Here goes!!

When there's a way,there's a will....

Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

HAd a bad day

2008-07-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

Its has been so long since I Blog..lol Oh well,have been busy with work and the up coming '3 alphablets' coming making us memorise like hell!! Sometimes I feel that is they 'ZHI ZHAO' want...haiz!! Working environment is really really very impt and especially must have good 'snm'...If not everyday is a BAD BAD day!!
Sometimes really don't feel like working...Last 2 months was really my most depressing days...first month,2nd week being thrown to be I/C w/o knowing anything and have been i/c since then...forgotten hw many times I can be junior...but still its within 5 fingers counting!! Have been COL for a few times...sob sob and being scolded for nth by alot of ppl!!have been complaining to my frens..heehee thks for listening to my ranting...nw the only indulgence is to go out with frens and enjoy the day man...no doubt!! Off days are really sucky..its always on weekdays where I can't meet frens...sian!!
Anyway,got a gal who worked barely for 2 months had quit within24hrs cos she can't take stress..heard she gonna study for another course...haiz wasted...
Guess what...I haven been really really sick in yrs but now i've been sick 2 times in just 3 months. haiz haiz
But I have to thk God....for giving kind and good colleagues who have been very helpful in guiding me and placing me in the cubicle that is considered better than the rest though it is being seen as a torn in the eye by ***...whatever!! Anyway...I'm still half sinking and half floating in my job!! which means I'm still SURVIVING...haha Alrite one more month to go to complete my probation..hope I'll get confirmed...scare scare....
Thank you to all my frens who have been giving me encouragements throughout the last 2 months....muck muck muck!! You guys are the best!! Looking forward in every outing...=)

If I can Survive I'll Survive!!

2008-05-14T04:49:00.000-07:00

Oh great,guess what?? I know which department i'm getting into..its SGH's BUSI-EST & STRESS-EST MEDICAL WARD!! Hmm...was in a confused mood...all the wards that I choose were surgical but end up getting a medical ward!! Well,stress is back with more work to do and JCI coming...haiz after a reflection,guess it is God's plan for me....cos His words says 'what He Plan is for my good and not to harm'... ...=) Well,its a "survivor" ward so as to say,If anyone who can survive in that ward,he/she can survive anywhere!! Hope I can cope and be competent as it is no mean feat!!
Congrates to Naz for getting her awaited post which is MOT..haha guess she'll be tgt with Li hong!!heehee Oh bizi,eunice and Sabrina have the most previlege..why??cos they are going to the "V" "V" "V" "V" "V" "VIPS" ward...hmm...wonder how's the ward like,do they have to be trained like air-stewardess,hw's the food diff from the rest...lol

Anyway, ALL THE BEST TO ALL!! jia you jia you!! ^_^

Start work

2008-04-26T00:54:00.000-07:00

Alrite...time to get real serious!! Start work on MONDAY!! 28/4/08!! Gambateh everyone!! Praying hard for the ward I'm going to be in and people will be reasonably nice and hope to learn something out from there!! (^^,)

2008-04-20T19:58:00.000-07:00

Look at this...Its SPEACIALLY MADE FOR ME by my dearest and best fren Hui Qin!! haha Very creative of her rite...hee hee must credit her here...So touched ^^ ITS SO NICE...though its only a pic made by her using a certain programme...wahaha

Thank you so much Hui Qin (^^,)

Thankful

2008-04-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

God,I'm really thankful and grateful to you for bringing so many blessings to my family!! Thank you for having mercy on them...Thank you for answering my prayers and listened to my woes and my cries!! Thank you for giving me such good sisters and brother-in-laws...thnak you for the the wonderful things you have given me!! Thank you for your words and advice as I read the bible!! I can't thank you no more!! ^^
Hallelujah!!

You were born to be loved

2008-04-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

Korean Worship Song-- You were born to be Loved!!

You were born to be loved
Your life is filled with love,
You were born to be loved
Your life is filled with love
God's eternal love is shown through our relationships
Your presence gives me such a great day.
You were born to be loved
You're still receiving the love now
You were born to be loved.

Such simple words yet a touching heart wenching song....

Singapore Flyer

2008-04-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

Went to took a ride on the Singapore Flyer after church service... ...Didn't want to in the first place but was being insisted by my father... ...haha But anyway...just did!! The ride itself (which is just turning about 42 storeys high round the circumfence)was abt 30mins!! The ride I would say is kinda of a drag... ...Once is enough and I found it expensive even though there's discount!! The view wasn't that enticing and the ride wasn't really exciting!! Not really that worth riding in... ...Plus before that we got to take pic which they provide (& we thought its included in the package) nah!! Kena Cheated...ONE pic cost $15 alright!! Haiz but since its the only 1 and last time gonna be there...might as well just get it as a memorial!! Oh this I have to say,they have this visitors' centre they are selling their 'GLOW IN THE DARK' t-shirts 1 for $39.90...it don't really look nice and its so ex... ...3 for $100!! =x
Ok guess enough of the criticism... ...haha

Long Time

2008-04-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging...well here are some updates!!

Recently went back SGH to collect the shoes and measurement of uniforms and got to register at SNB for the nursing license...the rest are free but the license cost me a good $100...moreover,the quality of the 'card' is so flimsy...haiz at least in a better quality ma... ...plus every year have to renew!!

As some may think tat I'm kinda free since I'm still having my holidays...but its not true!! There seems to be so many things to do though ...helping my parents,buying this and that listed by big sis (though she's in France),my youngest sis etc... ...sigh sigh sigh

Oh these few days I've been watching this Taiwan 'ou xiang ju' titled 'Brown sugar Macchiato'.. seriously this is a nice drama and its really damn funny!! It somehow brought back some old sec sch memories... (*Sigh*) How I wish to go back to sec sch days... ...^^

Met up with wileen ang charlotte today @ queenstown!! went for a 'Guo Tie' feast..no doubt abt the 'guo tie' as recommended by wileen..its really nice!!though its kinda far heehee Yummy Yummy.. .. ..

Look at this...isn't it nice?? Its my early birthday present HANDMADE by Wileen... ... Seriously,I'm really touched when I saw this...wileen thank you so much!! I know you had made alot of effort in doing this for me...its really really sweet and thoughtful of you!! AND ITS DEFINITELY NOT UGLY LO!!^^ Muck! muck! muck! I've read the little 'Love letter' hahahahaha for me... ...lol You too have also been a great and good fren to me... ...its always nice to able to share things with you especially abt christ! (^^,) I'll definitely go to ur church one day and I think I noe hw to get there...we can eat 'guo tie' tgt ( hope char can join us! hee)...:)

I know Hari and shirlyn gonna start work on Mon...all the best alrite and JIA YOU!! Hope you gals will continue to be a good service to others regardless of wat department you are in!! God Bless ^^

An Easter Prayer

2008-03-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

An Easter Prayer... ...4 things to be Thankful For!!!

Lord,
Thank you for the gift of HOPE, you gave us on Easter morning.Because of you,we know that no problem is too difficult and even death does not have power over us.

Thank you for the gift of JOY you gave us when you resurrected.Because of you we know that no matter how challenging life may be,in the end we will rejoice again.

Thank you for the gift of LOVE you gave us when you laid down your life.Because of you we know that there is no sin too great to separate us and we are incredibly valuable to you.

Thank you for the gift of LIFE you gave us when you left the tomb.Because of Easter we know this world is just the beginning and we will spend forever in heaven with you.
We celebrate you,JESUS, with hearts full of praise and gratitude for who you are and all you've done for us!

AMEN!!

Sentosa

2008-03-22T22:50:00.000-07:00

HAD LOTS OF FUN AT SENTOSA yesterday!! AND the WEATHER has been Kind!! Thank God!!
Well,supposed to have lots of ppl going for this mini gathering but ended only 9 ppl went...haiz y??cos of that uncatchable MSK!! No choice but to have the guys on duty!! but nvm...though only 3 guys and the rest gals we still had alot of fun!! The food prepared for the picnic its like we going for a 3 days 2 nights...lol ended up we did waste food..tsk tsk tsk!!
Those going for a 'TAN' didn't get satisfactory results...su mei ended getting sun burnt,yi jun still got uneven colours while joyce didn't managed to get tanned...haiz me..needless to say getting dark very fast as usual... ...haha
Played volleyball and frisbee under hot sun and the sand is oh my goodness scorching hot right under our heels...LOL we are just like ants on hot pot... The way YG play frisbee is seriously hilarious!! oh well during playtime we wish we had digged some holes to hide our faces...know wat?? we kept hitting ppl with the ball and frisbee...lol and got once while retriving the frisbee,accidentally caused some sand to get into the other person's eyes and mouth and the rest of couldn't help laughing (p.s: with our faces covered of course) hahahahaha its really hilarious plus the guy is really big and we thought he will anytime confront us..thank goodness he said its ok!!
This I must really said...couldn't help laughing...Xeh bao brought bottles (not those ordinary kinds) but those for watering plants...its BIG and he start spraying at us...but we got our REVENGE..haha but YG is the innocent party who always kena poured water on....heehee
Yesterday is like 'water festival' for xeh bao all kinds of water also spill when its in his hands...got plain water,milk,curry,seawater..etc!! LOL
Later,su mei and SC went off but 2 more guys joined us...really nice of them cos its like morning they booked out and came to join us though they came later..oh not to forget chew tiong also...went vivo to find food but in the end went to Outram's hawker... ...
Food Food Food... ...for 9 ppl its difficult to find seats but we still did..lol PLus we ordered alot of things..its like new year..haha only lack the 'lou hei' kekeke We had broiled soup,BBQ sotong, $15 claypot,noodles and fish head...we were really full and thought we had finished eating..NO WAY MAN...here comes 50 sticks of SATAYs...oh my goodness isn't it way TOO MUCH food for 9 ppl though nw the ratio for guys to gals is bigger..haha but somehow,we all still finished to food...
Oh yes,xeh bao did it again...he SPILLED vitasoy drink...lol this time kena YG again...damn 'suay' haha must be wondering hw come got vitasoy drink...we all had sugarcane drink in the first place..but not enough and just nice we had left over drinks and we HAPPILY & ILLEGALLY pass the drinks under the table and start pouring into the cups...hahahaha tat's hw it happens.. heehee
ITS go home time...we got the "NEL" & "NSL" gang... ...its goodbye time!!
This time I really laugh very hard on the way home..oh my goodness only those taking the 'NEL' will know the joke and story!! ^^

Seriously,Its always nice to have so many good friends hanging out tgt...always had fun and laughter w/o fail!! ^_^ This time got : Joyce,Su mei,SC,YJ,Li hong,Me,Chee Hoe,YG,Andy, Chew Tiong,Xeh bao... ...Its alway Fun having you all tgt!!
Think I played too much and laugh too hard!! Whole body ache like mad...couldn't get to sleep and I'm dark!! heehee

2008-03-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

HOORAY!!! The SUN is FINALLY OUT... ... ...Hallelujah!!

Hope it will shine through out........No more Rainy days please!!

Thank God!!

LOL

2008-03-11T02:54:00.000-07:00

Have been raining for nearly weeks...oh my goodness and the weather is really cold especially at night...peeps remember to keep urselves warm alrite and don't get sick and really take good care of urselves...hee

Oh well that terrorist MSK is still out at large and seems to have kept whole of singapore busy regardless of the military or the public. haiz Hope he'll get arrested real soon...the guys in army had been all on standby and on duty with sucky shifts...lol Take good care guys and be careful!! ^^

Good friday is coming soon...its a very significant day in the christian calendar and how many people I wondered will remember this great day that God who gave up His beloved son Jesus Christ to sacrifice for all on the cross to save us!! Or do people just think yeah its another public holiday..extra day to rest!! Great is God,Hallelujah...^_^ On the other hand,I also look really forward to this day because its gathering time..woohoo Sentosa..praying hard that it won't rain!!

Oh well was looking through my fren's profile in facebook and chance upon this hilarious photo...I really thought its real in the first place...

Hereby presents Mr Clinton by Mr Nah hock Liang...lol ^^

Guilty

2008-02-28T23:21:00.000-08:00

Guilty Guilty Guilty Guilty Guilty

Don't feel good abt it...Is a BIG mistake in the first place... ... wish I had not think abt it though it wasn't intentional...oh man As GUILTY AS GUILT....God,I'm sorry that I did that...please forgive me!! the feeling certainly isn't a good one...Sometimes I wonder how come some people is able to pull it off so easily w/o batting an eyelid...for me it wasn't easy and the after effect left me feeling terrible though it wasn't something that could hurt ppl and certainly not to ppl... ...Damn

Having 2nd thoughts!!

2008-02-27T06:21:00.000-08:00

Oh man..received an sms from SGH indicating whether we wanna start work in march or april!! At first,me and my frens had decided to start in April as everyone will be able to work together or at least have orientation tgt...haiz but now having 2nd thoughts!!

SGH HR called up trying to persuade me to start work in March as it will be much better as it won't be too crowded in oriention and in attention wise will be better. Haiz such headache..hmm =( How how how??By this friday need to give an answer le...oh God pls guide me...Seriously,not really mentally prepared to be a STAFF NURSE..once you wear the SGH uniform..you really need to know everything..even if you don't you still have to KNOW!! Scared scared!! ^x^ If gonna start work in March,it will be exactly 3 weeks from now!! Ahhh....need to do revision revision revision....

2 more days to decide!!

MARCH OR APRIL?? MARCH OR APRIL?? MARCH OR APRIL?? MARCH OR APRIL??

An outing

2008-02-24T02:44:00.001-08:00

Went out with my usual hang out frens...this time alot more ppl...joyce,su mei,yijun,siew cheng,xeh bao,andy,ming wei,chee hoe,shun ping,soonpoh and yong guang...Hmm went to sin ming area for lunch and ice-cream @icekimo...after that back to Amk hub for movie (2 faces of my girlfriend)its a korea comedy..sweet and nice!! ^^ oh well,this I must comment..was waiting for friends at the arcade area,oh damn,out of no where the metal pole fell and hit right on my head...O.o so painful plus thx so much Andy for giving me another hit on the head...my head hurts ok!!>.<
After that,hang ard till 10 plus..mean time was discussing abt the upcoming gathering @ sentosa..hee I find the conversation between us were so funny..always side-tracking to other things...haha so noisy!! ^^ Well at least we had something up!! Yeah!! Seems like we always hang out in amk area..time to think of new places le..shall we go 'The Manhanttan the fish market' one day?? Its really nice,especially the seafood...yum yum!!
Reach home ard 11 plus and went online..yeah finally see my Isaac biao di and got my long awaited song...Forever by Hillsong...thx so much!!
Had fun and laughter with all of you!! ~.<
Really looking forward to the next meeting and the sentosa gathering!! cya!! ^^

Tougher Than Nails

2008-02-20T03:36:00.000-08:00

Isn't God Great?? Awesome?? He send His One and Begotten Son Jesus Christ to earth to die for us sinners in order to let us have eternal life... ...

We love because God First Love us !!

Airshow 2008- The Black Knight

2008-02-17T05:39:00.000-08:00

THE BLACK KNIGHTS

Went to Singapore Airshow 2008--The Black Knights last friday (15/2/08)!!! Its not open to public yet so I'm kinda lucky to have it watched first-hand...lol Thks to my Kor!! At first thought it was nth special...jus see aeroplane fly wat...Well I was TERRIBLY WRONG!! After watching the airshow,suddenly felt really proud of Singapore's SAF...Its really really AWESOME!! (mouth wide wide open de ok!!) The most memorable is Zoe's husband Philip Chiong did the stunt of flying upside-down jus above another airplane for 3meters...tat's so cool la... Can you imagine being upside down for so long and at the same time controlling the plane...it no mean feat alrite!! Well Done BLACK KNIGHTS...you really did Singapore proud...^^ moreover there are many different and yet difficult stunts that sure makes people eyes wide open!! haha
Too bad I can't release the video just yet cos of their policy..must after it has been showed to the public den allow...haha sorry!!

Oh well..get to know some new friends of my Kor's..they are all NSboys...lol some gonna ord soon though and they do behave like '3 gu 6 po' if u had seen them gossip..lol its so funny!! ...after which we all went to Changi Terminal 3. went to this fast food restaurant 'Popeye chicken and biscuits'...kinda ex though but the fish is really nice. They had this little bun looking thing which they called it biscuits..haha but to me it is called scones!! it is nice when u spread maple syrup...guys we shall go T3 and try it alrite...haha Nice place to hangout for chats too! ^^

2008-02-13T02:32:00.000-08:00

Can't imagine I've watched 3 movies all in CNY within 1 week...lol Luckily all are nice movies....all worth my $$..keke

Watched 'Kung Fu Dunk' with Hui Qin...haha went to Amk cathay to watch!! This show is really good especially the part of slam-dunking...suave man!! "Jian zhi shi shuai dai le" plus Jay in this movie is really hilarious and cute in the sense of his acting...lol I'm not a fan though just to clarify!! The song is also very catchy..heehee anyway, chen bo lin is the more 'shuai' guy when playing slam dunking...haha

Hmm...guess wat??I went all the way to Jurong point to watch 'Ah Long Pte Ltd' with charlotte..haha seems lik years that I've never been there...lol kinda far ok its really far...yawns!! This movie is really hilarious..if u wanna have a good laugh. Its truely cater for singaporeans....plus its really creative on the songs... ... Ah long long..ah long long...longlonglonglonglonglong...ahaha

CNY~~ Nothing special

2008-02-07T06:37:00.001-08:00

HAppy Chinese New Year to all...HUAT ar!! Haha...hmm All along CNY is a bored bored day to me...only looking forward to the movies...hah Well.this year not much changes...went ah ma's hse,greet the relatives and just to take ang baos...To answer those 'wu liao' standard qns and sit there to stone with the rest..haiya!! At least,gotta talk to my ever so quiet cousins...but still nth much!! with my auntie hospitalised,heard my uncle had a bad fall and nearly comatosed thank god he's alrite and saw my ah ping biao di had ballooned into much more bigger size..oh my goodness...its only starting of the year and so many had happened...watever!! hmm...alot had 'run away' from this festive season...shirlyn went korea,wileen on the way to perth and most going M'sia....haiz...If alden and averine are ard will be great...there will be so much fun and laughter!! Suddenly missed them so much...Da jie Faster bring back the 2 kids...its soooooo long......

As usual...(seems like a practise only my family has it) haha went to watch movie right after visits...simply b'cos there's no where else to go!! Watched CJ7...its a touching show though and the little boy(who is actually a girl) has amazing talent for acting..heard its her first time acting!! Plus the alien dog is SUPER CUTE...aw..so adorable!! overall I find the movie not bad...hee think Ah Long Pte Ltd is a much better movie if wan more fun and laughter!! ^^
Going to watch the other 2 movies...heehee!! can't wait!!

NOt Really a disappointment

2008-02-06T20:23:00.000-08:00

Oh well,received a call early morning from Kai shin....bad news!! No more hotel rooms...which means no batam trip...haiya...thought can go there enjoy before finding a part-time job!! haha no chance man...
Well,wasn't tat disappointed...which means tat I can save up the $$ and won't be broke for the time being...(God's will) ^_^ and can get ready to find a job right after chinese new year!! If not...I'm really wasting time..haha Who knows maybe its a blessing in disguise...Whatever...^.~

ITS FINALLY OVER

2008-02-03T06:45:00.000-08:00

The long awaited 3 mths of PRCP is finally over...yeah yeah!! Gonna have ard 3mths of holidays!!woo hoo...Went back to school on the last day and finally a 'gathering' for all my poly mates!! Missed them so much...After tat went to marina for lunch @ thai restaurant..yummy!! Nice...next time peeps...we'll go again ok!! haha...guess its the last time for tis gathering...everyone will be busy with their life and work!! All the best...be a good missy!!
I'm really grateful and thankful to God for getting me through these 3 years...and got me all encouraging good frens...who will share my woes and weals together ^_^!! Its really great to have u gals by my side and to do work together and spend the first 2 yrs together for attachment!! PS: To My 'MIND-MAPPING' grp (Bizi,Naz,Shirlyn & charlotte)~~ THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Muack!! Thanks for sharing,crying,complaining,fun and laughter throughout these 3 years!! Will really miss all of you!!
Well...was accepted into SGH...gonna have probation for 3-6mths..aiyo!!Hope I'll get through it!! I mean All my frens will get through it too...hahha Jia you! Jia you!

Will be going to Batam on the 15-17 of feb with my PRCP colleagues and eunice..heehee Wonder wat's on for us??Have to wait till tat day!! gonna find a job after tat...haiz

All the best and take good care peeps...So long grp 28 (04'2005) ...sayonara!! cya u alll on 22nd of may!!

Touching...Great is the Lord!!

2008-01-22T21:20:00.000-08:00

Find Your Wings

Its only for a moment you are mine to hold
The plans that heaven has for you will all too soon unfold
So many different prayers I'll pray for all that you might do
but most of all I'll want to know you're walking in the truth
And if I never told you, I want to let you know
as I watch you growth

Chorus:

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams and
faith gives you the courage to dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings.
So let my love give you roots and help you find your wings.

May passion be the wind that lead you through your days
and may conviction keep you strong guide you on your way
May there be many moments that make your life so sweet.
Oh,but more than memories

Chorus

Its not living if you don't reach for the sky
I'll have tears as you take off but I'll cheer as you fly.

Chorus

Who Am I??

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
would care to know my name,would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
but because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
but because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapour in the wind,
Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am
I'm yours
I'm yours

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin, would look on me with love and watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me.

Bridge x2

Chrous x2

I am yours,
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours
I am yours.

New Hairdo

2008-01-22T04:56:00.000-08:00

Alrite... Updates updates updates...haha haven been updating for so long!! Hmm..gonna give u ppl a shock...you know why?? cos Me HAD PERMED MY HAIR...YES really its ME BethBeth!! Lol...unbelievable??? you got it!! Well...I seriously didn't thought of getting a new hairdo though but my mum insisted..so no harm trying BUT still scared abt it...lol Had reminded the hairdresser time and again not to give a hairdo that will Scare me out of my wits..hah!! Well,end results not so bad la....heehee wanna see it??Wait till we meet up peeps...^^ Went back to work and everyone was lik 'hey,wat did you do to ur hair' plus so coincidentally. my preceptor also had a new hairdo and so both Preceptor and Preceptee had permed their hair...the staffs also made fun of both of us!! got a new nick also ''Gatsby girl" keke so funny!!

Well,had been busy with work...yeah jus 9 more days...woohoo!! my attachment gonna end...1st Feb 1st Feb 1st Feb...I'm waiting!! Oh ya, after tat,I wanna find a part time job...if peeps you've got any 'lobang' pls let me know ok!! I seriously need some $$$... >o<>!!

Anyway, CNY is jus round the corner and I still haven buy my CNY clothes...such headache!! Haiz
Will update soon...Can't wait to see all my poly friends on 1st Feb...^_^

God Bless and take care!!

Blessed 2008 ^_^

2008-01-01T07:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY & Blessed 2008 Peeps...its a brand New Year...I wish you all healthy and happy everyday!! God blesses and enriches you everyday!! Well well...new year, new things and maybe new collegues...lol Gonna start work real soon and seriously is WORK... ...means official MISSY!! wonder I'm up to the job..opps!! I need to get myself a Name stamp... ...

My NY Resolutions:

To get closer to God day by day. (Read His word)
To be more concern and spend time with my family and friends
To save lots of $$
Hope able to go France(to visit my sis & family) & Cambodia(for mission trip) ^_^

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2007-12-30T01:15:00.000-08:00

Finally finished my last round of night duty...yeah guess this last round of nite is the worst nights I ever had...really sleepy before,during and after work....NEARLY DIED from exhaustion! Took 1 cubicle on first nite,2 cubs on 2nd nite and 3 cubs on 3rd nite...the report itself had u occupied plus the same CALL BELLS tat rang non-stop throughout the nite can get you crazy... Hah...went home in the morning and guess wat??missed my stop and gotta alight @ Seng Kang..not once but 2 times...simply tired...Luckily not taking the North-South line..if not guess I'll go all the way to Jurong...hahaha

My ward got this ward christmas party and I also took part in the gifts exchange...but didn't get to choose myself cos working nite while the party start in the noon...well my colleague took for me though and guess wat?? I received a teddy bear...haha nice to touch and cute too...

Isn't it cute?? ^^

2007-12-25T18:47:00.000-08:00

Went to Jewel Box @ mount Faber....haha its my christmas gift from my sis though!! To sit the 2 way cablecar ride plus watch the plays of the 7 wonders and the 70 storey tall high man made christmas tree...Oh man its awesome!! Anyway,its kinda exciting for me cos its my FIRST time taking a cablecar ride...alrite I noe its so embarrassing and 'mountain tortise' of me...lol Anyway,had a great time with my family!! Night scene is really beautiful....

Day out during Christmas season 15/12/07

2007-12-24T22:16:00.000-08:00

A day out with frens for an advance Christmas outing...lol!! Had fun and laughter..=)

A day out with frens

2007-12-16T16:51:00.000-08:00

Finally,after so long its the FIRST Saturday I'm off from work!! Hah went out to orchard with frens for dinner and watching movie...yeah!! Watched Warlords...its a very sad and tragic movie which involves brotherhood,loyalty and unity in ppl. Its kinda worth watching. ^^ After tat,went to walk ard orchard....hmm its been so long since I've been there and there r alot of ppl taking pics, singing and performing to lift up the christmas spirit....somehow I do wonder Do they really know the meaning of christmas?? I doubt so!! well we too took quite a no. of pics and enjoying ourselves and the funny thing is tat the pics we took are just revolving ard this hugh christmas tree outside Paragon...hahah Don't know why felt so uncomfortable and moody...only did I realise damn time of the month...so pls pardon me if I spoilt the mood...opps which I think I didn't..hehehe
Felt so happy b'cos Joyce had given me 2 necklace she made herself and of which I had longed for ages..Thank you so much Joyce..."AI SI NI LE"..^_^

Had a good time out with Li hong,Joyce,yi jun,shun ping (aka geng ben ying jun),chee hoe(geng ben ban mian),yong guang,xeh bao,andy and the rest....

Shock and heartpain

2007-12-03T04:04:00.000-08:00

Gotten into big trouble, what to do??
Is serious matter...
R you able to face and accept the consequences?
Why on earth did you commit such a thing when you know the complications??
Family and friends will always support and encourage you...
My heart aching and crying....
I can't help or do much...
What can I do except to pray to God....
Awaiting a miracle to happen...
Continue to pray for you... ...
I'm in a very sad and worried mood...
Crying out from the heart
Be strong and ready... =(

''Father,forgive them,for they do not know what they do." ~~Luke 23:34

"Do not fear or be dismayed:...for the Lord is with you." ~~2 Chronicles 20:17

Nite duty experience... o.O

2007-11-25T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hey people...guess you all are curious abt nite duty rite??hw was is?wat to do..blah blah blah LOL ^^ Basically, nite duty all you do is to attend to patients needs, parameters, updating of charts, do topping up...kept yawning (hehe not part of the job alrite!!). Nothing much actually...hmm nite time I didn't experience any strange encounter or kena scared by 'things'...haha but I realised that wat SCARES you is not those 'things' but is actually HUMANS...lol (ask me if you wanna noe more!!) Oh ya, most importantly my frens...if you are those who always feels hungry or mouth itchy kinda person...its better for you to bring all the 'JUNK FOOD' that you wanna eat...haha cos you'll need it badly..lol (ps: jus don't eat too much alrite!! =p) well, nite duty certainly is not my cup of tea...its really tiring and its no life at all!!People out shopping,you'll be sleeping and when they sleep, you are working..haha Go to work ,reach home slp and by the time you wake up its time for work again...PLUS you will forget which day you are in... you'll look old faster and killing all the brain cells faster than before..=( but good thing is that when you become staff..the pay is good for nite duty..haha

Actually,got more to update on my experience but I'm lazy...so wanna know more..ask me ok!!wahaha ^_^

(ps: to eunice..aiyo ur room de uncle..whole nite call call call..wanna cry le la!! your turn soon!! haha all the best!!oh ya remember to bring your jacket or cardigal..its freaking cold!)

Take good care my frens and God bless!! ^o^

Night Duty

2007-11-19T18:23:00.000-08:00

PRCP starts...final leap of being a nursing student!! Oh well, only hope and pray to do well..hehe hmm..wat shall I update?? Recently busy with work plus the shifts..aiyo off goes my weekends...worked on sunday..yawn!! Can forget abt going to church but hopefully I'll have my Christmas off...=) Miss you gals alot..charlotte, wileen,hari, shirln, naz, bizi, Shu hui...etc. (thought same hospital and ward...we don't seem to see each other, sad thing =( plus off days diff!! haiz)

Recently, met up with Andy to get my "overseas" gifts...lol from Australia!! Thx alot man...=X So long nv go Amk ave 10's mac..was renovated and wow the ambience damn nice and cosy...Plus it has been like so long since I entered Mac..haha get what I mean?? Anw, miss my sec frens alot....ah joyce, ah mei, ah cheng plus the guys..haha wonder when will we meet up again??? Heehee ps:(guess joyce is having a headache nw when she read this!! Su mei...don think you can escape ok...if free pls plan our next meeting...haha or else ppl will call me and ask de lo!!) hahahaha

Guess wat??I'm gonna start my night shift le...this thurs...ahhhh seriously my sleeping time will be affected and my 'time sense'..haha (wat a word) will be lost...just exaggerating lol!! Well, will update my night duty experience my next off day ok...(since everyone so curious wat to do on night duty..keke)

So long my frens....take good care alrite and keep in touch!! ^__^ God bless!!

Relaxing day with shu hui

2007-11-10T06:10:00.000-08:00

Went out with shu hui today...hmmm being friends for so long oredi,this is the first time we went out...hahaha well was sort of a last min decision after work to decide to go out. Lol was supposed to go get a cardigal for myself and help to find a present for her friend...^^ Went to far east plaza and walked for a while before we found something suitable for her fren..phew...and me?? Ended up doing window shopping...Had a great day with shu...heehee walk eat walk eat walk....and she got herself a blouse..look nice on her!!=) Chatted alot and thks shu for sharing...haha me kpo!! Lol After tat,went to Clarke quay to look for her frens and for dinner?! haha Had alot fun today though we only walk and eat....lol hope to hang out again!!=)

Read something that I found meaningful:

Faith is a gift of God,but doubt is a choice. Doubt is a result of thoughts formed in the mind that are in direct opposition to God's word. We are immediately able to discern the devil's lies when we know God's word. Doubt is just another part of the devil's arsenal of weapons aimed against our minds. It oftens comes to reside where faith once lived and it tries to push faith aside. Doubt isn't simply unbelief..it always come with a 'but, 'or', 'I want to believe but...''. We have the option to decide whether to accept or reject our thoughts. That means when doubt knocks on the door of our minds,we have the option of inviting it in or calmly but firmly dismissing it. The choice is ours. We can believe or we can doubt and we know the path of believing leads to the blessings of God. Don't fall into the trap of saying you believe in God when your heart is filled with doubts and questions. Choose true faith and say "Lord, I believe. I may not always understand but I trust You."

PRCP....

2007-11-07T19:28:00.000-08:00

So fast...few more days gonna start PRCP...oh great gotta know that I'm staying put in the same ward for the next 3 MONTHS and thank God I'll be in my same cubicle...hooray I should rejoice abt it...Heard abt the others going ICU, Onco,haemoto ward...etc Just hope everyone can get throught it and soon we'll be MISSY!! The schedule is to follow the preceptor's roster...which means shifts is unpredictable and gonna work 6 days in a week!! Bye Bye PH,Bye Bye WEEKENDS...=( Now thinking, wonder will I be able to meet up with frens if there's gathering!! Oh BOTHER!!! I want my Christmas....Plus I want to watch TV..haha This is going be my LAST WEEKEND to be free...haiz

GAMBATEH EVERYONE~~~^-^

Nov 1st

2007-11-01T07:23:00.000-07:00

Happy All Saints Day....& Blessed BIRTHDAY to Ben Kor...haha November is a headache month for me.....so many birthdays in my family coming soon...hehe well today celebrated kor's 30th birthday...haha old man le..opps!!!He did some funny pose though and my sis bought a cake for him...its DURIAN CAKE COATED WITH CHOCOLATE...wah....really DELICIOUS!!! slurp slurp!! But one slice is enough to savour the taste...hah tat's abt it...look below for photos....Well since today its his 30th birthday,such coincidence is tat we had a party popper for him,which has the no. 30 on it, the cake cost $30...hehe

Anw, got to know my posting for PRCP....staying put @ my current gerontology medical ward...wonder is it a good thing anot....old ppl...hope I won't get female cubicles...haiz!! So in-the matter-of-fact thingy..I'm going to be at the same ward for nearly 4 good months...oooooooooh tell me abt it...Lucky the staffs are nice but don't know abt the others...hope I get to remain in my cubicle!!! Praying hard!!

2007-10-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

These are all the photos after my sis and family left for France for 3 mths....the scenery kinda cool....

Attachments

2007-10-27T00:34:00.000-07:00

Attachments starts....went to rehab department!! Was busy the whole week and sometimes don't even know what I'm busy with...all patients kept on..."Missy here, missy there..." "I want pang jio, pang sai..help me change diapers"...served medications,etc...so many things to do!! Start to take case oredi and so far manage to do it..haha thx to the staffs...hmm most staffs are very nice and I'm glad to work there though its really busy sometimes...plus the lecturer is sooooo damn nice!! Love her so much..jus like a mother!! At first, i dread the thought of going to a female ward...cos they can be a real nuisance and ask this and that...BUT I WAS TERRIBLY WRONG....I was placed in both female and male cubicles....The uncles were more demanding and more of a nuisance. But luckily most pts were very nice to me!!haha "Faints" JL was saying that afternoon shift she did nothing much..but haiz I was busy like hell during my shift and was walking non-stop. ps(Like I'm training my legs for some competition) Most of the time did my changing for pts myself...and sometimes I really don't have the strength to move them or push them to toilet...wonder why!!!really tired!! =( ...though tired but there's not much stress working there...
Sorry to let shu hui wait for me till so late during our afternoon shift and am I glad to share the frustrations on the same ppl we both had on...lol !!! =) Let's GAMBATEH TOGETHER 2 more weeks before PRCP!!! DEAD BEAT!!

[HE] encouraged them all that with purpose of heart they should continue with the Lord.~ Acts 11:23

To others a cheering ray of light,inspiring them with courage and to climb some new found height!! Let's encourage each other in many other ways in different aspects as a little spark of encouragement can ignite great endeavours!!

Words

2007-10-18T22:41:00.000-07:00

WORDS

Words are like that....they are poweful instruments for good or for ill. We can use words in destructive ways, or we can use words to build and encourage. 'A man has joy by the answer of his mouth,and a word spoken in due season, how good it is!'~ proverbs 15:23 In a world where words are often wielded as weapons, may we use our words as tools to build up hearts of others. GENTLE WORDS ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN ANGRY WORDS!!

something new

2007-10-12T19:34:00.000-07:00

Went to AMK hub NTUC...while shopping,saw this funny looking thing...It doesn't look like a pear nor anything like watermelon...lol Out of curiousity, went round the vegetables section and found a whole lot of HALLOWEEN fruits...'SUA KU' me!!They look so cute and I'm fancinated by them and took pics...hah First time saw this kinda thing and know wat??They are edible....oh my and the aunties were asking are they real??Hw to cook...in turn I look at them as if I knew..haha plus they weren't cheap...Didn't buy any....

pictures

2007-10-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

steamboat

2007-10-07T07:58:00.001-07:00

Woohoo...finally went to su mei's hse for steamboat...hah went to meet Joyce after church and last min den I noe meeting Andy too...lol Was raining heavily,guess a good weather for having steamboat huh... Hmm...Su mei prepared alot of food..though all are vegetarian...they look delicious..yummy yum yum...The soup prepared by her dad was superb...slurp really nice!!! One of the days mus try to cook..heehee Though its only the 7 of us...we do have a cosy and yet fun time together =) We took a number of pics also but have to wait for Yi jun to send....wait for it alrite!! Had a great time sharing our experiences in work,attachment,army and sec sch time...really missed it!! Andy found the song...chinese version of 'way back into love' by Fish leong and pin guan...so nice of him rite..lol think he also wants the song..haha Next,the 2 guys went off first cos need to book in...so we gals chatted awhile and proceeded to AMK Hub to do some window shopping while Joyce did the real shopping..heehee She bought 2 tops and 2 bottoms..which I find it look nice on her....spend quite alot today for her...hehe Walked and chatted alot abt SC and some other things...somehow I find it sort of will brought us closer abit... ... An experience to share!! Thank you Su mei for the wonderful steamboat feast...hehee

PEOPLE PLS TAG IF U VISIT MY BLOG....lol!!

Hmm....alrite Roy has been reading my blog and nv tag on my blog...plus he gave alot of reasons that can sort of stop him from tagging...So he suggested tat I blog something abt him den he will tag...so HERE IT IS ROY....pls tag and don give excues....lol

piang

2007-10-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

My frens have been complaining abt their attachment in their ward...heard quite alot of things to do...they have been stressed up...need to pass report,write reports,do all the ANs' works, case study,not enough man power,with the kpo lecturers ard, do dressing, no time for break, have to redo case...wah...its enough to make me anxious as my turn will be coming soon..ahhh in jus short 2 WEEKS time...oh my goodness!! Now is trying to enjoy my last holidays of my sem and need to 'Chiong' all the way till next year..with all skills and knowledge ready..having a RED tag means more work to do,need to noe more things and be really prepared to be SN(Staff Nurse) and most IMPORTANTLY, I need to brush up on my DIALECTS...can somebody help me with this??. This new status coming is a real stress man...can't wait for it to be OVER though I haven even started...boohoo Moverover,another thing to think abt is which hospital to go to and to which department...Oh God pls guide me through...for I know u have the plans layed way before me asking or to ponder abt......Amen

All the best to all out on attachment...=)

Going for steamboat tml @ su mei's hse...yeah yeah =)

Missing u...

2007-10-02T00:17:00.000-07:00

Isn't these pictures sweet?? Can't help kept smiling and started to miss them sooooo much...(*SMILES*) It has been for like 3 mths since they've left...miss them calling me and their hugs....=) Got to hear their voices from long distance call....aaaah still so sweet and cute!!

Click on the pictures to have a better look...simply cute!!

So long....

2007-09-30T20:59:00.000-07:00

It had been awhile since I updated my blog....hah well my com was down for 1 whole week which is the period I'm having my AH posting..so no time to care abt it...Only few days back then did my com came 'ALIVE'..thanks to Hui Qin...Xie Xie ni...

Went to A&E posting @ AH...hmm a totally different experience I should say!! My 2nd last day, I attened to a worker whose palm was being 'SAWED' open by the saw when he's working...oh my goodness..luckily the hand is still there...phew well did bandaging for him!! The 5 days there were kinda enriching cos it shows hw A&E really function...hmm maybe can consider working there..haha Learnt quite a number of things...My last day, met up with charlotte,wileen,hari and nadiah..hah but first went to QWSC to walk walk...and me went to see my fren Siew cheng..hah had been going home for the first 3 days cos working late...had quite alot of update from her and noe a few things..opps!! hehe Next and finally, went to IKEA to eat meatballs + fish & chips...I'm famished....yum yum After tat,didn't go home instead went to SGH to visit my kor cos of operation...den saw a number of familiar face who r his cell grp frens....yawn getting tired and still didn't go home haha went to fetch my sister cos she got night class..finally proceeded home...Didn't know i can Tahan so long from 5a.m till night w/o resting!!
Know that most of frens will be out for attachment...Jia you!! Gambateh!! All the best!! =) cya ard

Out with friends

2007-09-18T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hmm...Went out today to Tanjong Pagar to meet Joyce & Su mei for lunch..haha so free rite..went all the way there to see them and ate lunch...was introduced to su mei's colleague name carol..was being teased abt my voice again!! Do I really speak very funnily?? I really don't know..haiz Went on to talk abt our next meeting..oh going to have a Vegetarian steamboat @ su mei's hse..haha But 1 thing forget to mention tat the guys most probably can't make it cos they r going to book in on sun night...so hw?? Next,went to Tampines to meet Charlotte and Wileen..but met wileen in the train...haha such coincidence...Supposed to buy crocs for their OT attachment but no size for them..haiz wasted trip...While shopping, someone called me..GUESS WHO?? Its "Bernard Lian"..don mistaken,its the sch's lecturer..haha gave me a scare!! Told me to return sch to take the 'Cert for participation' for the Flag day tat we did...hehehe Next, they acc me to buy presents..oh my 2 presents to buy...headache!! but thx to them and their patience haha found the presents..heex Going broke le...haaaa Attachment also no allowance haiz..free labour as they called it!!Somehow,i don't noe y i actually don mind it at all...opps!!
After tat,char needs to go Jurong to meet her friend,while wileen needs to go back school for her CO..haha tat's where we parted...
That's I spend the day...need to hit on my A&E books le....

last breakthrough

2007-09-16T21:26:00.001-07:00

Fell in love with this song when I watch 'Last breakthrough'...haha though i don quite understand what it means cos its in cantonese..but found the lyrics...kinda meaningful!! Hope u all will enjoy also!!
Here's the lyrics:

《爱亦近 - 天涯侠医主题曲》

曲：邓志伟
词：郑樱纶

如深呼吸贴近天空爱的心
从天灾战事助人梦里飞行
愿星光终照亮倾出爱的心
微风中笑著愿随互爱精神
心相近爱越近

似梦似幻似是人生(约会约誓爱是情深)
虽偶遇挫败有泪印(不会让眼泪往下渗)
有泪与共结伴如今(有泪与共结伴如今)
秒秒更迫真(你我更相亲)

眼望见若意外情急
情总不自禁
能竭尽气力作护荫
我真心
就算牺牲
不需要问回赠
越过胸襟
将会让过万众跳出抖震

无止境漂泊没掌声与欢欣
无声的国度助人梦裏飞行
愿一天终聼著歌声与欢欣
晨曦中暗喜伴随互爱精神
心相近爱亦更

boring

2007-09-14T07:20:00.000-07:00

Went to library to return and borrow books today...hmm seems so fast though!! Jus borrowed 4 books last sat and now borrowed new books again....Trying to read all of Lori Wick's books...very inspiring and interesting....haha Well got a bag at a steal of only $8 from "INK"..haha original price was $22.90...heehee Results was out this morning...phew thank God I passed all..hallelujah!! =) Now the main concern is my attachment and which hospital I'm going...another headache!! Show me Your way Lord...cos Everything is in Your control... I had greater insights after reading the books....=P Didn't did much today except to read my borrowed books..haha completed 1 book...such craz...Joyce must be thinking I must be mad...read so fast!! Plus the books weren't Thin ok..they were Thick!! hahaha well..gonna hit my 'A&E' books again..attachment @ AH..Hope to clear it soon...watched 'Evan Almighty'.. haha its a very funny movie..if u had watched 'Brace Almighty'..this show is for u!!=X Had a good chat with Joyce though its only a short one..hah Trying to remember the past but as always...I can't..opps!! Hope to have another meeting soon...=) (ps: get my hint??) Nth much to update le...wait for my A&E posting alrite..Oh ya, SP going army le...hah all the best to u!!
Peace to all...

JB trip

2007-09-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

Today,went to JB with charlotte,wileen, hari and nadiah...bizi supposed to join us but last min can't make it!! Got a funny incident to share though...charlotte needs to change her passport photo...so we were like y?asked to see the photo and ended up laughing...one look and we bursted out laughing..opps She got the 'MURDEROUS' look!! OH my goodness...our dear small cute charlotte got tat look!! Don't play play with her...wahahaha Well,hmm went City Square for a few hours..haha first thing is to go there and eat. 'Vivo' is the place..not "Spore's vivo city" ok..its the name of tat restuarant...hmm me and char ate baked rice which i find it alrite, while wileen and hari ate fish & chips..which i found quite nice..hehe Haiz,poor nadiah can't eat anything cos today starts their puasa..all she could do is sit and read book..did our best to faster finish our food though!! yeah..gotta do some shopping..bought quite a number of junk food though...opps and walked ard..nth seems to catch my eyes except some cards. We proceeded to buy moon cakes...saw the box very nice,decided to get it for my mum who loves this kinda thing..char also bought 1 plus a small box which the mooncake is the shape of a rabbit..so cute la....I didn't buy though cos not much $$ left..haha Felt so tired and went to Mac to rest w/o buying anything ok..we jus sat there...so warm la!! After which we parted...Had a great time with all of them...=)

Past few days have been staying home to read story books...haha jus to pass my time and i simply don't feel like going out...see how lazy I am!! Finally, got myself a wallet...yeah!! Which also means I'm cash tight..haiz

Results gonna come out early next morning..haaaa scared man!! Hope I'll clear everything...=X

Pics on 8/9/07

2007-09-10T18:05:00.000-07:00

A day @ AMK

2007-09-08T16:24:00.000-07:00

A DAY @ AMK

Can you imagine spending around or near your area for the whole day?? Well, I did...spend it with my frens @ AMK!! Hehe...Met up with Joyce and su mei @ ard 12p.m but before tat went to the library and borrowed 4 books..to pass my time!! haha Acc Joyce to 'This Fashion' to buy her working clothes and next to buy shoes...she tried on 7 blouses and ended up buying only 2..hehehe Wonder will the sales girl say anything!! We went on to the foodcourt for lunch with su mei cos she going off early...haiz...while we wait for the guys to arrive @ 2p.m!! Yeah...they arrived and went into 'Nebo cafe' cos su mei is the member..we'll get discounts..wahaha In total,we got 10 ppl...and realised that there are alot of 'monks' among us...opps!!whahaha cos all serving NS...hmm Played 'monopoly' and 'taboo'...Had alot of fun and laughter...was glad tat we can still be like in sec sch days (*Smiles*) =) Decided to watch night movie and the guys wanted to watch horror horror horror movie 'Apartment 1303' though reluntant but still went with them....hah but before tat went to arcade to play...hmm the guys played their usual...some shooting game and the basketball game!! we girls stand ard and watch and decided to take pics...yeah!! Neoprints..so long nv take le.... Time for dinner..supposed to go eat 'NYNY' but didn't and went S11 instead...had a hard time finding seats...den Finally..seems like the first time after so long did we sit in such a big group in a coffeeshop...hahaha Don't know y felt so glad!!=) nice feelings...hope to have more outing like tat!! To the movies...aiyo, on & off fall asleep but still manage to catch the story...Have to admit tat its my first time watching this kinda movie...aiyo don't feel good abt it..haha Li hong was scared stiff...nearly shout out...haha while me...in sleepy mode!! Kinda good thing also..hehe End of movie...abit blur cos the ending wasn't tat clear..didn't bother to ask also..yeah as a big grp this time,went to take neoprints...hahah So funny, rushing here and there to switch places....so much fun!! (heehee) but each of us only get 3 out of 6 pics cos not enough to divide...haha

Went home ard 11+p.m heheh although felt tired...didn't sleep at all...haiz so decided to blog...I must be mad...the whole day kept yawning and reach home still don wanna sleep...gonna fall sick soon!!! That's how i spend my WHOLE DAY in AMK!

Ps: Thks peeps for coming out to make this gathering a fun one..haha glad to see those who we didn't get to meet up in the past again....(Joyce, Su mei,Li hong, me,Siew cheng, Andy,Ming wei, Yong guang, Chee hoe, Chew tiong,Wei ming,Xeh bao,Soon poh)

Hope to meet up real soon....keep in touch!!=)

yippie

2007-09-07T03:12:00.000-07:00

Yippie...finally back to blog abt my OT posting..haha Hmm...first day I got to see all the hands and legs minor surgery..nothing much cos its very fast...the staffs weren't tat friendly though!! Thank goodness the following days are all different staffs who are very nice! 2nd day was my most anxious day cos i get to 'scrub' for cases and the names of the instruments I wasn't tat good at it yet..luckily the staffs was kind enough to guide and teach but was VERY NAGGY..aiyo..kept talking throughout the procedure...*faints* Lucky all the surgeons were kind souls..didn't scold...haha 3rd day's the worse got to see the most 'HORRIFYING' surgery in my life...only me got to see it...alamak *faints faints faints*....its Mas***tomy...aiyo Now I realised tat i'm actually quite brave..haha to see the whole op!! Next 2 days were in reception and recovery respectively...have been a "lion" for the 2 days..(Ps: cos kept yawning)haha It was a enriching experience though and really learn alot...Somehow when put on the uniform...u'll feel different when u see such things!!! In all, I 'scrub' for 4 cases...3 in one day...aiyo

Ps: to all going for OT posting...good to know the names of instruments first and prepare ur heart cos u gals going MOT...good luck!!

OT attachment

2007-09-01T23:21:00.000-07:00

BOO HOO...Mon going to start my OT posting...mind you its OT not over time but OPERATING THEATRE...oh man...wonder am I able to survive the 5 days!! So scary!!Haiz..the stress level is back again..jus finished exams not long ago only..now have to take out the books to revise on all OT stuffs..sianz...sob sob!! While my other friends were like still having holidays la...haaa Hope it faster end...hmm..need to wear tat warm and uncomfortable uniform again!!eek
Increasing ICP as the days goes....hoo...May the good Lord bless me and guide me...=) Allow me to hear ur still little voice...Amen!!

Alrite friends...will update my experiences soon...await for it alrite!!haha Jus hope tat i won't end up staying in hospital myself..opps CHOI !! haha Wish me luck ok...=) Gambateh..Peace to all...

Back from holiday flat

2007-08-31T00:24:00.000-07:00

Woo...backed from holiday flat in pasir ris..spend 2 days 1 night there..haha so tired!! Well..need to plan though cos need to 'paka' with the others for a surprise for bizi!!heehee...finally reached the place..hmm smaller than a 3 rm flat and the toilet and kitchen is @ the entrance...oh my goodness!! well..have to 'hide' the cake and make sure bizi keep out of the fridge...so scared tat she smell the durian cake den jialat..haha hmm...help out with the cooking of pasta with naz...haha jus throw everything in will do..heehee!! Night time came and had to make sure bizi stay in the room..so tat we can set up everything...haha phew!! Finally, 'SURPRISE'...sang happy birthday song and took pics!!=)After eating the cake..oh my goodness...every1 started to burp..haha durian smell all ard! *faints*
Yeah...got to watch 'Night at the museum' thks to hari for renting the vcd!=) so funny...'Dumb dumb,I want gum gum', 'Quiet..my dumb dumb wants to speak'!! so cute!!
Guess wat?Got the chance to learn MAHJONG...thks to bizi plus her patience for teaching me!! muack! hmm..well still got alot to learn though...learnt only the basics..like 'pong', 'gang', 'game (aka hu)', got 'tai'or no 'tai'..haha still blur!!
Though only learnt through the night,had a very good tme with the rest...and hilarious part is nadiah..going round 'scaring' ppl..whahaha tat's really funny!!
Wonder when's the next time we'll going to have such fun with my poly frens...going attachment and every1 is busy...All the best to future MISSIES and enjoy ur holidays...
Peace to all...=) keep in touch alrite!!

JB trip

2007-08-27T21:16:00.000-07:00

Went to JB!!wah...first time out with frens to JB...although abit scared cos of all the recent news on ppl getting rob,accidents,kena hacked..etc...So DANGEROUS!! Hmm..can considered its my first time there,well one look was like so different..haha!! Went to Jusco for breakfast and shopping...hmm..the shopping mall is really big but the things weren't really tat cheap when converted to S'pore $$....hehe shopped for almost half a day on jus tat shopping mall..w gals bought quite a number of BP set..wahahaha!!oh my goodness..legs starting to ache!!keke before we 8 gals proceed to our next destination which is City Square,all of us went to a bakery shop..haha GUESS WAT?? We bought the "DUNKING DONUTS"...oh my goodness..donuts again!!faints This time i didn't bought much...haha mus be mad man...
Yeah..to City Square...yawns..really tired!! Hmm,decided to eat something and me,char,bizi & naz went to Kenny Rogers'...the price there as u noe if its in S$..its really cheap!!haha Den we go to 'inner city' which is like Far East..alot of stuffs!! bought a number of tops for my sister..glad she like it! For me,i just got 2 shirts from there..pathetic rite..haha most of the things is for family!! In the end,time to get back home and all of us look like 'aunties'..haha & Bizi iself proclaim that she is the 'deng sua ah ma'..wahahaha so funny!!
Had a great time together..wonder when we'll have the time to go again..ATTACHMENTS!! haiz

PF-ed

2007-08-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

Today's flag day is a disaster...went early to queue and finally like going to be our turn,these rude and blind sec sch gals jus happily cut our Q...well,certainly it made me, naz,rin,bizi & charlotte really unhappy...so we commented something and in turn one of the gals,who got this irritating and 1 look will noe is an unofficial 'ah lian' turn and stared at us.Oh come on,no shame at all...cut our Q and still dare to stare...damn it!! Plus,she kept turning and gave a very stupid look and still dare to accused us of 'diao-ing' at her..faints!! Trying find trouble...Attitude really sucks!! Luckily she's not my sister,if not will surely get it from me!! sooooo angry!!haiz
Well,the Q was really getting ridiculously long cos of the cut Q-ing..really mad at them..Rin by force,pulled me and the rest out of the Q cos she can't stand it man..went for breakfast before going back!!
Decided to go yishun to sell our 'flags'...was hot and feeling hypo..woooo...finally back to amk to return the stuffs!! Went to library (after like sooo long) and borrowed 1 book...hope i can finish reading it!!
Enough of complaining...haha backed to normal!! =)

Donuts..

2007-08-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

First day to enjoy after exams..hehehe!!! Actually, don't feel like going out cos its raining heavily plus i'm just plain lazy (as usual) hahaha...but still ended up I still went out with Joyce (*Smiles*) Well,decide to go to city hall's donut factory to Q for the donuts..hahaha Hmm...we located the shop by the donut 'smell'..keke!! saw the queue was like long and waiting time was very very long la...but luckily for us, we only Q-ed for 1hr 45mins...faster than my frens who went to Q la..opps!!=) Bought 2 dozens..wow tat's alot!some were for frens...After that went to mos burger to have sort of dinner??hehe Then,headed to bishan to window shop... Chatted alot with joyce and had a great time with her...=p Can't wait for the next meeting people...awaiting!!!
Congratulations to u joyce...for getting a job!!haha

This is the donuts that we Q-ed for...looks so nice..haha

Andy showed me this videoclip abt the revised song on 'There's no place I'll rather be'..its so hilarious...enjoyed alrite!!

EXAMS OVER!!!

2007-08-23T20:58:00.000-07:00

HOORAY...YIPPIE...EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!!NO MORE EXAMS!!LAST EXAM OF THE YEAR!! No More School... =)
Today's the last paper for exams..phew finally over!! (*SMILES*) Finally can sleep in peace and can at least enjoy abit before going for my OT attachment...haiz but nvm...enjoy first!!haha This saturday got flag day @ AMK...people come support ok!!haha Gonna be the last flag day for my life..unless otherwise..haha There's a few programmes lined up for my 1 week of holidays...hehe AND the level of stress will be back real soon...=( well gonna spend these times real well with my grp of frens as that's the only time we'll be seeing each other and will be busy with attachment and somehow will not contact?? haha!! Hmm...cheers everyone!!Enjoy ur holidays and Peace to u all...

"God wants you to move through this day with a quiet heart,an inward assurance that He is in control,a peaceful certainty that your life is in His hands,a deep trust in His plans and purposes,and a thankful disposition toward all that He allows.He wants you to put your faith in Hi,not in a time-table.He wants you to wait ON Him and wait FOR Him. In this perfect way He will put everything together...see to every detail...arrange every circumstances...and order every step to bring to pass what He has for you."

Do you have inner peace when criticized?? What others say may not be good,but we must make it understood that praise God can give us poise and drown out all their taunting noise. "Be courteous;not returning evil for evil or reviling for reviling,but on the contary blessings."~ 1 Peter 3:8
'The worst criticism of you can bring out the best in you'

I'm remorseful and yet thankful

2007-08-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

Last night,was struggling with the memorising and revision of my paper the next day..Icouldn't remember a thing..oh no!! was really worried and was really feeling tired due to 2 nights never slp properly. Well,saw the 'daily bread' and decide to read it...it says "COME TO ME ,ALL YOU LABOUR AND ARE HEAVY LADEN,AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST" ~~ Matthew 11:28 When i saw this scripture, i felt a sense of comfort and begin to pray for strength and courage to carry on...wow...the immediate effect was instant...peace and comfort !!really felt the presence of God and guess wat? i didn't continue to read,instead went to sleep! This time,i have no worries at all..which is miraculosly unexpected cos the paper which i noe is really tough. But i really leave it to God everything...Prayed again before i took the exam and the end results....(ps: I just leave it to God man...hahaha) I'm really thankful...HALLELUJAH!!
"Strength and courage for the weary, God's own hand to guide each day--This and more is for the asking when we meditate and pray." As you travel life's weary road,let Jesus lift your heavy load.

I am so sorry for the actions on the things that I've done and said today...feeling remorseful really...A need for change and improvement!!

extreme korean karaoke

2007-08-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Having a hard day??Look at this video clip...confirm make ur day!! Laugh on people!!
Enjoy!! Had a good time laughing out loud!!wahahahahahahaha =)

EXTREME KOREAN KARAOKE!!!

Personality ABC?

2007-08-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

Weeeee...2 papers are down..2 more to complete before can enjoy..faster end!!
Saw this personality thingy on my fren's bloggy...hahaha decided to 'kapo' from her!!Well it seems its some wat true..haha wat abt u?try it alrite!! PS: tag me to let me noe which personality u are..the percentage..!!hah

Type A Personality Test - Abridged
http://www.queendom.com/tests/access_page/index.htm?idRegTest=732

This is my result:

Overall results
35%
You possess many of the characteristics of a Type B personality. Type B persons are characterized as having a "stop and smell the roses" attitude towards life. They are very relaxed and rarely become hostile, aggressive or competitive. Open-minded and forgiving, they are of a flexible nature. Type B persons tend to follow either an “Everybody Must Win” or “Live and Let Live” credo; they have a more passive and submissive slant to their personality. In either case, whether to fight a cause or simply stand up for themselves, Type B persons sometimes lack the drive that could help them achieve their goals. You yourself may want to work on building up some more initiative and dynamism. Otherwise, you run the risk of missing out on important opportunities. Pushing yourself and competing a little bit for your place in the sun can certainly add some spice to your life.

Someone Special

2007-08-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

S20.00

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200.

He asked "who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up.

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "who still wants it?"

Still hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if i do this?" and he dropped the bill onto

the floor and started to grind it into the ground with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled

and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Hands went into the air.

My friends, we have learned a valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still

wanted it. Because it did not decrease in value. It still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled and ground into dirt by the decisions we

made and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no

matter what has happened or what will happened, you will never lose your value. Dirty or

clean, crumpled or finely creased. You are still priceless to those who LOVES you. The worth

of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by who we are. YOU ARE

SPECIAL!!

Count your blessings not your problems. If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

2007-08-13T03:18:00.001-07:00

2007-08-12T02:35:00.005-07:00

Took this from shirlyn..haha its kinda funny...do enjoy and have a good laugh...HARRY POTTER harry potter harry potter..wahahahaha

funny shop

2007-08-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

Went to AMK ave 10 market this morning with my family...haha don ask me y go AMK market cos like as if hougang no market...my mum just likes to go there...well went to eat breakfast at the hawker and guess wat?? saw this msg on this shop which states.."you can ask for less SWEET and less sugar "....oh my goodness!!sweet and sugar??haha actually wanna take the pic of the sign but too many ppl le...hahaha had a good laugh!! Wonder do the hawkers look at their own sign board and knows what's being written.
Like in sch, the fruit stall had this word 'HON DEW DEW' instead of honeydew...thinking back,its really very funny!!
Kept on doing revision and oh no..couldn't get to slp so decided to go online...haha had a small chat with Joyce abt the next meeting...
Can't wait for it to come...

Thks!!

2007-08-10T03:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was national day!! I was religiously doing my revision for almost the whole day... but somehow still like didn't have the infor in my head..oh my goodness!! Well, didn't watched the whole parade...only came out of my room for the first part..which is the marching in and the last part..the FIREWORKS!! Hmm..able to see from from hse though but wasn't like last time..cos this time round,the fireworks were not as high as before..thus can only see half of the fireworks!! Somehow,every year the parade didn't failed to make me being proud as a singaporean!!=)
My mum was disappointed for not able to get tickets to see the parade,which i think nth of it cos i noe its damn crowded though it lifted up the atmosphere...haha plus hearsay the fun pack this yr was extremely nice and wished she had it!! (cos my cousins have but they won't give one!!) haha!!
Met up with hari and nadiah today to do revision..haiz ended up i did do some revision while we continues to side track abit..wahahaha..lucky me!! They were like sian..ok nvm
Met up with Wei ming to get the fun pack...so nice of him to give it to me la..cos he don want (though i still don udst why) anw, had a nice chat with him =P THANK YOU!XIE XIE!
Took the fun pack home and surprised my mum..haha like a little kid..she was soooo happy!! Glad that she is happy..at least no more disappointment...heehee
don't know what happened to my face...think got eczema..oh dear..look so ugly la!! its dry, red and sometimes itchy..haaaa....faster heal....
Need to continued with my revision oredi...haiz Will update again soon....