♥ Monday, July 21, 2008♥

I'm sick and tired of this corrupted, unrealistic, greedy, money minded, nagging, materialistic, unglam, full of hatred, full of complaints, full of debts, betrayals, bias-ness, irritating, dark dark world... ...Can't seems to understand why I'm feeling this way right now... ...

Where on earth is hope?? Miracles?? Compassion?? Contentment?? Appreciation?? Helpfulness?? Prayers?? Love??

Lord,I really need You to help overcome all this weird weird feelings... ...guide me through and let me see what's planned out for me... ...Haven been going church and cell makes me feels spiritually depressed and draining... ...I seriously need to go back to You seek strength,hope and guidance to do things in my everyday life... ...Thank you for showing me what's contentment in life,appreciation to and from people!! =) Thank You for showing money isn't everything but to stored up 'treasures' in heaven but not on earth!! Thank You for providing and I need not worry about tomorrow...

my love for stars never crease..

♥ Friday, July 11, 2008♥

Off days wasn't really that enjoyable...2 off days and there I was sick at home and coughing non-stop with on/off fever...feeling really terrible. Plus will always feel very tired and kept sleeping on/off...till now throat still swollen and guess its inflamed and me being the stubborn mule just refused to see the doctor...lol have been self medicating with "herbal drinks" and "pi pa gao"...hee well back to work with the stupid coughing,luckily didn't spread to others and no need to wear mask...wahahaha thks for those who show concern and wish me well..heehee Hope I'll really get well soon...the coughing is killing me,making me insomnia....
Next week,JCI is here...yeah I'm not the I/C..for the time being...and I'm able to escape it for 2 days...heehee Thk God!!
I really need entertainment and comedy...don't care!! I need humour humour humour... ... ...To Laugh out Loud!!

my love for stars never crease..

♥ Thursday, July 10, 2008♥

Andy send this email which I find meaningful....after which I complaint soooo much abt my job......Here goes!!


When there's a way,there's a will....

Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

my love for stars never crease..

♥ Wednesday, July 9, 2008♥

Its has been so long since I Blog..lol Oh well,have been busy with work and the up coming '3 alphablets' coming making us memorise like hell!! Sometimes I feel that is they 'ZHI ZHAO' want...haiz!! Working environment is really really very impt and especially must have good 'snm'...If not everyday is a BAD BAD day!!
Sometimes really don't feel like working...Last 2 months was really my most depressing days...first month,2nd week being thrown to be I/C w/o knowing anything and have been i/c since then...forgotten hw many times I can be junior...but still its within 5 fingers counting!! Have been COL for a few times...sob sob and being scolded for nth by alot of ppl!!have been complaining to my frens..heehee thks for listening to my ranting...nw the only indulgence is to go out with frens and enjoy the day man...no doubt!! Off days are really sucky..its always on weekdays where I can't meet frens...sian!!
Anyway,got a gal who worked barely for 2 months had quit within24hrs cos she can't take stress..heard she gonna study for another course...haiz wasted...
Guess what...I haven been really really sick in yrs but now i've been sick 2 times in just 3 months. haiz haiz
But I have to thk God....for giving kind and good colleagues who have been very helpful in guiding me and placing me in the cubicle that is considered better than the rest though it is being seen as a torn in the eye by ***...whatever!! Anyway...I'm still half sinking and half floating in my job!! which means I'm still SURVIVING...haha Alrite one more month to go to complete my probation..hope I'll get confirmed...scare scare....
Thank you to all my frens who have been giving me encouragements throughout the last 2 months....muck muck muck!! You guys are the best!! Looking forward in every outing...=)

If I can Survive I'll Survive!!

my love for stars never crease..