♥ Wednesday, May 27, 2009♥

Today's my off day...did some hsework before going out to the library to do some studying for my exams...sat there for 2hrs plus...only part of the infor went in!! Met an inconsiderate and rude couple...simply sat beside me and the big sized guy started to fall aslp...that's ok..but he SNORED loudly for a good 15mins...simply so irritating plus the gf of his didn't even bothered to wake him up and lagi best sleep tgt!! *Faint*
Met up with ah boy for a movie date..watch 'Night at the museum 2' hehe was a nice movie...had a good laugh!! but the first one was nicer..think gonna watch it on sun!! yeah!! After which went to eat at pizza hut!! Had a good time eating there...heehee!!

Gonna be real busy this few days...gonna work so many afternoon shifts!! Sorry if I can't meet up!! Haiz..S'pore's 1st H1N1 case...and ppl had been chiding me at home,face to face,on facebook to be very careful and Quit Quit Quit...simply don't know how to ans!!
I know everyone is very concern and worried abt me!! But don't worry ok..I'll take very good care of myself and the necessary precautions!! I also won't wanna cause uneccessary inconveience to all my family & friends to spread all bacteria to them!!

Guess the hospital is gonna start back wearing of mask!! Haiz...itchy itchy sweaty sweaty face!!

Alrite..I'll stop here..WITH LOTS OF LOVE!! ^_^

my love for stars never crease..

♥ Saturday, May 23, 2009♥

Its 1a.m right now and I have not been able to get back to sleep after the nap I've taken..Lying on my bed since 1040p.m with eyes wide open and thinking alot of things.
Last 2 days have been quite eventful with 2 pts shouting vulgarities--one in each room!! This ah pek have been scolding us nearly the whole shift and trying to grab us!! Sudden deterioration, putting him on mask and he have been struggling to take it off. Guess he knew that his time is up anytime,have been shouting for me and finally told me he wanted to give his money fo us to keep...and that made him feel secured after the collection. This night itself,slept for 3hrs plus and had uneasy feelings and kept thinking abt this ah pek,haiz who knows,early morning went to work he had passed on...feels sad =( Even his death had come up with problems...out of no where popped out a brother of his when at first was declared a destitute..haiz
God has been kind to me...I was supposed to be the i/c of my own room and by right I'll be the one settling this complicated stuff...somehow,2 days ago the assignment was being change and I'm the i/c of opposite room...never had I guessed it will happened!! I thank God for that and instead I was given a much smaller problem even though it irritates me at first!! Have been doing some long distance running like 8 times--I was simply,literately running man...all bcos of the docs and the A&E staff who refused to ans the call!! Was kena scolding for nth!!

Right now I'm hating this feelings I'm having!Burdens to many to bear,Feelings too overwhelmed to reveal!! Needing a crying shoulder to lean on and understanding heart to empathize!! Sometimes I'm just wondering I'm just 23...why do i have to go through what others 23yrs old don't have to??what a bother...Just feeling emo!!

Thinking too much on the things to think about!! I'm tired!! Just some thoughts I'm having right now...will be fine!! Taking things in my stride...It will all disappear...shall slp now...its 2.35a.m!!

my love for stars never crease..

♥ Tuesday, May 19, 2009♥

Its has been so long since I updated...suddenly don't know what to blog and hw to blog!! OPPS!!
Do I have to back date?? That will be alot of things...hmm let me recall recall...gonna start with my Birthday!!

17/4/09...Its my birthday...guess wat?? Working night duty and had to go out early with ah boy to celebrate my birthday!! Went to bugis and had a simple yet memorable birthday!! Received my long awaited and begged for present!! A drawing from ah boy!! ^_^ Felt so so happy and blissed!!hee Back to work at night..haiz...luckily was a peaceful night!!

21/4/09...wasn't a good day for me!! Had cried hard and was so embarrassed!! HAd let ah boy seen my uncontrolled emotion!! Was very apologetic to Ping ge too...But was glad ah boy is at my side!!

27/4/09....woke up early and went to sentosa with my colleagues to have some fun!! after which went to citylink to buy present for jolin's birthday!! Had front room gathering @ soeul gardens... its quite ex I find!! I rather had it at someone's hse for the steamboat!! hehe kena sunburnt at the neck area and was super red but no pain!!Was laughed at though!!

2/5/09....Finally the long awaited day had arrived!! Our very own class chalet!! woo hoo!!
Had alot of fun and had a 'Do you know me well??' session by playing the game 'imaginiff'...really having fun but only the first round!! lol!! Went to jolin's party too...so many ppl!! Glad tat she had fun on her 21st!! So Glad that the chalet is successful and all thanks to ming wei for this time tat his mum had prepared all the food!! We do save alot!!hehe Took quite a numbers of pics!!heehee Saw a few long time no see friends but few words were exchanged...guess most are unfamiliar with each other!!

Haiz...was kinda broke in the mth of april/may...shared a bought mattress for my parents...for mother's day and early father's day!!was happy tat they slept better..the old 1 really cannot make it!! suddenly had alot of bills to pay and presents to buy!! Can only wait till my next pay!! heehee Thank God for always providing enough for me!! Somehow God will show me $$..hallelujah!!

9/5/09...watched wolverine with ah boy @ marina square!!(*I remembered ok*) We had korean food also!! after tat went to esplanade to sit ard...A simple day out!!

11/5/09...Had a very very eventful evening duty...was asked to take charge of another 2 room as the 2 SN of tat room had taken leave and MC...-.-''' My supposed to take charged rooms was taken over by 2 new staffs..jialat!! So its like I have to take charge of 4rooms= 32 patients *Faints* Ard passing over of duty time...as usual always busy like hell!! # new admissions came at the same time and 2 passed away concurrently!! What is this man...was super duper busy and had stayed till 11p.m then go home!! What A day!! No more PAUs pls!!

18/5/09..received a thick stack of notes from sister Gan...she sending me to do LSCN, a more difficult course than BCLS!! Aiyo...exam exactly 1 month later...hate it!! some more is after night duty!!Yawns...gonna work 4 nights straight!!don't knw can tahan anot!!Gonna have presentation on the 21/5/09...so many things to do!! Was being disturbed bythis cheeky and irritating uncle..kept calling me whenever I'm on duty!! Pissed off with him!! Hope he faster leave the place!!

19/5/09...Met up with ah boy!! Went to bugis and he bought a bag with a 15% discount and 2 sales man were like pimps...trying to psyco to buy the bag!! Lol!! didn't know he's tat popular with guys!! opps!! haha @ 1759hrs...ah boy had promised me something...heehee by oct I'll get to see it!! Don't forget ur promise ok!!

20/5/09...Today woke up early in the morning and don't know why got so much energy...started to wash clothes and the toilet..haha after which continued with my infor collection for my presentation tml... Hope I won't nua cos I still need to study for my exam!! Ah boy is working hard,I also cannot slack away!! Ah boy Must jia you ok!! For ur future...GAMBATEH!! ^^

my love for stars never crease..