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♥ Saturday, May 23, 2009♥

Its 1a.m right now and I have not been able to get back to sleep after the nap I've taken..Lying on my bed since 1040p.m with eyes wide open and thinking alot of things.
Last 2 days have been quite eventful with 2 pts shouting vulgarities--one in each room!! This ah pek have been scolding us nearly the whole shift and trying to grab us!! Sudden deterioration, putting him on mask and he have been struggling to take it off. Guess he knew that his time is up anytime,have been shouting for me and finally told me he wanted to give his money fo us to keep...and that made him feel secured after the collection. This night itself,slept for 3hrs plus and had uneasy feelings and kept thinking abt this ah pek,haiz who knows,early morning went to work he had passed on...feels sad =( Even his death had come up with problems...out of no where popped out a brother of his when at first was declared a destitute..haiz
God has been kind to me...I was supposed to be the i/c of my own room and by right I'll be the one settling this complicated stuff...somehow,2 days ago the assignment was being change and I'm the i/c of opposite room...never had I guessed it will happened!! I thank God for that and instead I was given a much smaller problem even though it irritates me at first!! Have been doing some long distance running like 8 times--I was simply,literately running man...all bcos of the docs and the A&E staff who refused to ans the call!! Was kena scolding for nth!!

Right now I'm hating this feelings I'm having!Burdens to many to bear,Feelings too overwhelmed to reveal!! Needing a crying shoulder to lean on and understanding heart to empathize!! Sometimes I'm just wondering I'm just 23...why do i have to go through what others 23yrs old don't have to??what a bother...Just feeling emo!!

Thinking too much on the things to think about!! I'm tired!! Just some thoughts I'm having right now...will be fine!! Taking things in my stride...It will all disappear...shall slp now...its 2.35a.m!!


my love for stars never crease..






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